No one knows the highs and the lows
The cries and weeping days I went through
No one knows the battles of life I had to go to, unprepared
No one knows the paid cost to heal, to breath, to live and to love again
The journey to the land of the living was all thorns and knifes
It was all hurtful and full of pain
Aches of heart no one responded too
Cries of mind no one believed was true
Screams of the soul no one heard or calmed
I was going through fire, storms, snow, wind and volcanoes
But no one believed me!
No one hugged nor protected me
Walking alone through a cold aisle
Through a hard land made of steel
Through reeking rivers full of disappointment, hate, anger, rage and fears
I had to relearn what is it to be a human being
I had to find places like forest, clean rivers and oceans to decompress the hard emotions
I had to paint my face, my body and to compose new positive thoughts
I had to go through the Unfamiliar roads
I had to reform my heart, mind, body and soul
I had to let go of the leafs that shaped me
I had to plant my self deep in the dirt hoping to bloom again
I killed my old self partially heart, mind, body and reshaped the soul
I had to rearrange my soul's puzzle,
because this version I no longer recognize
I had to walk alone and leave the little, teenage and the young lady behind!
I had to walk alone to decipher my true being
I had to walk alone to be a grown up woman!
sometimes being alone is a gift so you can get to know yourself and level up.
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Half Girl Poems
PoetryHalf Girl describes that vulnerable side of me! I believe that, It is through darkness that we shine, this version of the book highlight a dark side "the vulnerable" one, when i had zero confidence and only leaned on others to get validation, when...