not allowed. || Zero Kiryu x Reader

•3• Razor

I was sitting on the toilet seat, looking at my arm. I'm probably going to have to do that more often now. When I was still with the pack I'd somehow hold out by drinking a mix of animal blood and 'his' blood.

I had a little fling while I was back with the pack. His name was Ash Ripley. He had brown hair with lighter tints and green eyes with little golden specks. He was ripped to say the least and was fairly tall. He turned up as an outcast vampire who's clan was killed. We welcomed him into the pack and made him a hybrid.

From there.. Everything happened.. We kissed, got together and I very nearly lost my virginity to him. To be honest, we did everything besides the actual thing. He used to be my beta wolf.

Whenever we'd go wolf, we'd go off together and whenever each of us thirsted we'd drink from eachother. I could never really handle blood tablets anyways. They make me sick. People said he was a bad influence on me...

Eventually, about a week or two after Rose died.. I caught him cheating on me with one of the fledglings.. Sasha.. I think her name was. I was infuriated. I wolfed out and ran into the woods. Didn't come back for two days. When I did I told him what I saw. He didn't deny it and we broke up. The only ones that were there for me were Lola and Thom. I think that's why Thom is so protective.

I started cutting soon after. I know.. A vampire that cuts... Pathetic.. And a Pureblood no less.. I still do cut sometimes. Its hard to hide as you understand.. Not because of the marks.. They heal almost instantly.. Its the smell. I'm surrounded by people with razor sharp senses tailor made for the tracking and consumption of blood.

I rolled my eyes, slightly annoyed at myself for letting myself think of Ash before walking over to the bath and turning on the faucet.

~*~

After my bath I put on some fresh underwear and walked out of the ensuite. I strolled over to my suitcase and pulled it onto the bed. I opened it and pulled out my make up bag and a tank top and shorts.

I put on the clothes and opened my make up bag. I pulled out the skincare products I use before I go to bed and sat silently on my bed, before using them. I went to put the supplies back in my bag when the moonlight shone on something. I put the supplies back and took out the shining object. It was my razor... I debated with myself whether I should or not. The only vampires around are Lola and Thom. Maybe Zero, but they're all probably asleep.

I settled on the stupid option. I brought the razor to my arm and dug it in my skin as I pulled it across, slicing my skin open. I did that a few more times and I felt my eyes turn red. I put the razor down and looked at my arm. I brought my arm to my mouth and lapped up the blood. When I looked at the cuts again they were already beginning to heal.

I stood up and pulled the suitcase across the room to my drawers so I could unpack. I opened the first drawer and filled it with my underwear. That's when I felt a gust of wind behind me.

I turned and saw a man standing by my window. He had dark blonde hair and red eyes and was in the night class uniform. Their classes must be finished.

"Who are you and what is that delightful smell?" He said sniffing the air. He smirked and turned to my bed.

"I-I'm (Y/N) Kovanante. Who are you?" I asked. He scanned my bed before picking up my razor and chuckling. I gasped as he ran his tongue along both sides of it, lapping up excess blood. He turned to me and dropped the razor. This time his eyes were a bright blue.

"That taste... It tastes a bit like Lady Yuki's.." He said confused.

"I said who are you?!" I yelled.