stray kids Little space

Restless

My friend ask me why i only read skz fanfics.

Ngl every other group I try and read I can't get passes one chapter.
(Bts, Blackpink,txt,some ateez etc)

I do read non idol books I barley save them though.

I was looking through my reading list and I never realized how much Felix stories I read.

He's not even my bias 😭

Seungmin is but I hardly read him.

But I'd kill for some more seungin books.

And if it has y/n im out.

SORRY READ !!

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Not edited

I apologize for the mistake I will make seungmin soon :}

Little Felix
Caregiver Chan

Seungmin pov

I was tossing and turning in bed not being able to sleep.

I threw myself on my back closing my eyes hoping to get some sleep.

As much as I tried to rifuse it, I opened my eyes and grabbed my phone hopping watching a video could help me sleep.

17 minutes later

I plugged my in putting on my table before I snuggled under the blanket closing my eyes.

Getting frustrated I got up and went to my small closet.

I pulled out a bunny stuffed animal as well with a pacifier.

Maybe my headspace can help me relax.

Sitting on my bed a couple minutes I got ready.

When it wasn't working and I couldn't feel myself slipping I through my stuffed animal on the ground holding the side of my head.

We had huge work tomorrow and I couldn't get any sleep.

Of course I'd be the one to screw everything u

Getting annoying with myself I took the closet thing near me and tossed it across my room hiding the right wall that crossed over to Chan's room.

The item thrown, a glass bottle shattered everywhere.

Still feeling frustrated with myself I slid on the floor feeling tears come up.

I heard my door open but o didn't look up too focused on controlling my emotions.

I felt someone pick me up placing me on the bed.

"Hey why are you crying honey?"

I didn't answer just pointing to myself

"Can you please use your words prince? I need to know what had Lixie so worked up over."

Hearing those words basically worked like magic.

I looked up meeting his eyes "Hi" he smiled at me taking my bigger brown eyes as a sign.

I always loved how he knew what I needed without having to ask

"Can Lixie tell Channie what is making him upset over?" I scooted a bit to sit in his lap

He held me tight "Lixie can't sleep.. frustrate Lixie and he mad"

He place his hands on my cheek looking into my eyes

"Why didn't you come wake me up baby? I could help you get some rest."

I moved my head a little to lean on his shoulder "didn't want to bother Lixie l.. busy tomorrow and Lixie always distracted Channie from work."

Chan signed moving us to lay down on the mattress.

"Some ever think like that little one. You never bother me and if you ever have any trouble you have 6 other loving friends that will do anything for you.."

I nodded feeling sleeping from his voice

"I will do anything to make you feel better baby"

He kissed my forehead gently patting my head.

"I promise.. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon always think that you can come to me"

"Lov..love ... chu ch...Channie..."

The last think I heard was small laughs before sleep took over my body in my dear loved caregivers arms letting me know how safe and secure I am with him.

"Love you too bubs."

...:}