recovery is not:

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recovery isn't all

almond butter

and

avocado toast

and

protein bars.

it isn't all

chocolate chips

and

cereal

and

smoothies.

sometimes recovery is

shaking and sweating on a bathroom floor,

crying and holding my stomach

because i've deprived it for so long

that it's forgotten

what it feels like to eat

what anyone else would consider

a

"normal"

amount.

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