Messy; Renee Rapp

3

You fall asleep on the couch and i refuse to move

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You don't see us like i do

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when i say i love you i mean it different then i do

My dad grabs my note book and reads it

"Maya?"

i fake a smile

"Yea who else daddy?"
he smiles and i take it back and kiss his cheek

"Dad?"

"hmm?"

"Would you ever wanna be a grandpa?"

he chokes and then quickly re collected his composure

"Ummm when you're older baby you have too much going on right now"

i sigh and look at him

"so if i was pregnant..Would you still love me?"

"Yes of course..and i'd help make sure you were able to live your life aswell"

i smile and nod and hug him

"You aren't tho..right?"

i laugh

"dad i'm gay as shit. girls don't have penis"

i then sigh

"except ella but she was the exception"