Messy; Renee Rapp

10

I walked into my house
head high full of bags

we went shopping to make it seem like i was on a mini vacation

"where have you been renee! we've been worried sick!" my mother states hugging me tightly

"i just needed time to myself..i even wrote a few songs"

a smile crept on my face as she gushes and hugs me

my bro said she wanted me to keep reese..but dad made her side with him

"why were you two so worried? Rickey said something about baker acting me?"

my dad chuckles

"maya said you turned your location off and that a-"

"fuck her" i snap and they look taken back
"renee she's your girlfriend"
"yea yea yea" i say taking my bags upstairs

3 days time skip

renee hears her parents talking
she has a concert in less then an hour

"she's not sane! she's been snapping at us! she's barely home! I'm pretty sure she's screwing ella agian!"

"ella isn't that stupid" my mom whispered yelled

"but renee is! she loves that bitch and i should of had her killed after that baby was born-"

i walk downstairs and they automatically stop talking

"sooo..i invited ella and reese to come watch tonight"

"but-"

"no it's my show, my choice, You two don't have to come"

"renee"

"renee" i mock "is that all you guys ever say? don't you have your own life's?"

just as i say that maya runs in

"babe..you ready?"

i fake a smile and nod "it's now or never..right daddy?"

he looks at me..he's pissed
—

just us- Sza was playing in my headphones before

maya snatched them from my ear

"rude"

"whys ella here"

"i invited her"

"didn't i say cut contact?"

she snarls at me and i smirk

"you did but last time i checked you weren't my fucking mommy..you were my girlfriend and frankly you're barely tha-"

slap

i inhale deeply and back away

"so what maya? you gonna beat me before i go onstage huh? explain to my fans why i can't move tonight won't cha?"

she chuckles and grabs my throat and whispers "you better hope to god i forget about your mouth..because when this concert is over..You're gonna regret everything you just said"

she let me go and i quickly ran out and bumped into ella

soon as i realize it's her i start to cry
i'm shaking
reese hugs my ankle and i sniff and pick her up

"how's mommies little angel?" i whisper so only she can hear

"wood?" she says happily holding up a paper with scribbles on it and ella mouths

"she saw girls outside with posters she wanted to make you one"

i giggle and kiss her cheeks "thank you bubs..your so sweet" maya comes out and i inhale