Messy; Renee Rapp

6

i was inside his office

maya was sitting beside him with a smirky grin

"Ella...Have i not done you a favor by letting you keep it? i could of had it sent away! Or even better..Killed"

"She's your granddaughter for fucks sake! she came out of your daughter!"

"My daughter was 19 and foolish! she should of never let you touch her"

"Oh but you let that little demon over there touch her? smack her? make her feel like she's crazy? wow balance me rapp"

"You need to stay away from my daughter"

"and if i don't? what'll happen then

he chuckles

"I know people in very high places ella.."

"I've told people about reese..Thwy know if anything were to happen to me..or her to make everything go public"

he face tightens and i'm now the one to smirk

"Keep my kids name out your mouth Mr rapper..She's your bloodline sadly and she is better then any and all of you other then renee"

he chuckles and grabs me "Keep away from her! she's taken!"

"IM JUST BEING HER FRIEND? take me away from her agian..Take me..take me and reese. she has a connection and i promise you whatever drug you give her to make her forget won't work this time. If you take me..Away from renee agian..She won't be able to take it. so if you have any decency..If you live your daughter as much as you claim..You'll let me stay in her life..As a friend"

he inhales deeply and looks at maya and gives her a nod as she leaves

"what was the nod for?"

"She can be your friend ella..don't make me regret not killing the both of you..She is renee rapp..the Moment....She is that 'bitch' "
he chuckles "I made renee..she's mine and she will listen to me"

"She's 21!"

"and so so naïve"

Renee's piv

i was in my room when maya came in heated

"You kept declining my calls? to have that bitch answer your phone?"

i automatically curl into a ball

she hasn't been this mad in months

"S-stop yelling!"

"Hmm? OH STOP YELLING!" she laughs
as i feel the first kick to my side

i was on the floor writting a song when she came in

"M-may-"

kick

kick

kick

she stops

she bends down and moves my hair out of my face

"I love you..You just make it so hard sometimes..I give you everything..love..attention..meanwhile all she did was cheat and your all over her ass.."

i sniff and nod as she picks me up and puts my in my california king bed

she kisses my cheek and undresses me

black and purple bruises forming

she puts me on a hoodie and sweats and kisses my neck

"Next time that bitch answers your phone..Make sure she talks to me nicely"

i nod as a tear falls and she wipes it away and sighs

"I'm sorry baby..where does it hurt? do you want some advil? Or a Xanny?"

i shake my head nod and lay into my pillow

"What's the kid like?"

is this bitch serious
you can't beat me and then expect me to talk to you like it's all kosher

"S-she's sweet..Adorable.."

she nods and kisses my cheek

"I'm sorry"

i nod "I know"

"i won't do it agian okay?"

i nod "okay"

i wanted her out of my room

i wanted to sleep

my head was spinning

this morning was so good

ella made breakfast and we watching Nrs rachel with reese

reese had me brush her hair and ella let me lick an outfit out

it was good

simple

not a chaotic hell

not being forced to produce songs and cover out my ass

i'm not them..

i'm me

it's just..they want me to be perfect and i can't be

i don't wanna be

i wanna be who i was when i was 19..
when i had ella who made me feel safe
i was be who i was at 18..When ella gave me the promise ring
i wanna be who i was at 17..when i finally told my dad to stop controlling me

i don't wanna be this fake image i am now..

and i definitely don't wanna be stuck with maya the rest of my life

the chick crazy