Shouldn't you be sad right now?
Said you never liked big crowds
Acting like you like them now
Without me
'Cause you're with your friends, all proud
At some shitty bar downtown
Do you taste me on her mouth
Or just whiskey?
i inhale deeply as i look out to the crowd
my mom said ella cheated on me
she won't answer her phone
not even a drunken text from the bar
Wanna know just what you're feeling now
What are you feeling now?
I want you to drunk text me
Saying you still need me
Tell me I'm not like her
I made you happier
I want you to drunk text me
Just empty it all out, please
Tell me you fucked this up
Tell me you're still in love with me
Wondering if you regret
All the shit you never said
That you slept with her instead
Like we never mattered
Or do you even care at all
After all the pain you caused?
I wonder if she misses me like i miss her?
Do you know that I'd still pick the phone up
If you called?
I want you to drunk text me
Saying that you're sorry
Tell me you fucked this up
Tell me you're still in love
I want you to drunk text me
Saying you still need me
Tell me I'm not like her
I made you happier
'Cause I'm no closer to closure
Wish you weren't sober
We're over, but I'm not over it
I wish you would drunk text me
Just empty it all out, please
Tell me you fucked this up
Tell me you're still in love with me
I hate that I still want you
I don't want to, but I want you
There's so much i wanted to tell her
so much i wanted us to be
Look what you've done to me
I hate that I still miss you
I don't want to, but I love you
So why don't you drunk text me?
Saying you still need me
Tell me I'm not like her
I made you happier ('cause I'm no closer to closure)
Tell me you fucked this up (wish you weren't sober)
Tell me you're still in love (we're over, but I'm not over it)
'Cause I'm not over it
call me..i'd answer
I wish you would drunk text me
Just empty it all out, please
Tell me you fucked this up
'Cause I think I'm still in love
I will forever love you ella..forever
i speed to renee's house listening to her song drunk text me..i listened to it almost everyday
i wish she knew earlier
i hope she knows i love her
her dad is standing in the garden watering plants
"where is she?!"
"who?" he says with his smirky smile
"my girlfriend! where the fuck is she? you si-"
" Ella what are you doing here?" maya says with a smile
"you" i say walking toward her pissed off but she holds up a remote
"one press of a button and a shock of a thousand bolts go through her body..do you want that?"
i inhale deeply
"let me see her"
"no she's f-"
"maya god so help me if you don't let me see her"
she rolls her eyes but allows me to follow her in the house
into renees room
as soon as she sees me she runs and hugs me tightly
"shhh baby shhh" i say softly as her tears wet my shirt
"relax baby girl i got you" i say with a soft whisper
she nods and whimpers "where's reese? is sh-"
"she's with your brother baby she's okay.."
maya yawns seeming un interested
"this was cute and all..but you should go now ella my girlfriend looks tired"
i grit my teeth and ella presses a different button then the one she showed me and renee screams out in pain
"go or the next will be worse"
i inhale deeply
"let me get her into bed.."
"if you insist"
i gently lift her and lay her in the bed and kiss her forehead and then her lips
"i love you renee jane rapp..please don't forget that.."
renee sniffs
"This was messy from the start..but i wouldn't change a thing.."
i inhale and kiss her head
"i won't be who they want me to be ella..i'll die first..Take reese and make her a happy loved kid..promise me.."
"renee i'm gonna g-"
"PROMISE ME!"
i inhale
"i promise.."
maya rolls her eyes "out"
what did i do? i got out
but not before calling in a favor
"hey sabrina..Yea..you and billie down to take a trip?"
-Hate you, kidding
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Messy; Renee Rapp
Fanfictionit's 2 Years later Renee is a top charting artist but when her ex comes back in her life everything becomes messy READ (No detailed smut sorry babies)
