nathan doe one shots

4) insecure

i wasn't feeling like my regular self recently.

i've put on some weight the past few weeks, and my clothes don't fit like they used to.

nate
hey baby, you wanna go to the beach with me?

y/n
when?

nate
in a few hours or something

y/n
idkkk

nate
it'll be fun, come on

y/n
fine. text me when your on ya way

nate
will do. i love ya

y/n
love ya too

damn it. why did i say yes?

i got off of my bed and looked through my swimwear.

i only owned bikinis, because i was planning on having a hot girl summer, but that did not go as planned.

i tried on the bikinis, and my stomach was ruining them. on top of that, my boobs were spilling out the sides of the tops.

i tried on so many different bikinis of mine and none made me feel good about myself.

at the bottom of my drawer i found a black one piece. perfect. i put it on and you could see the imprint of my stomach and belly button through the swimsuit.

i took the suit off and just stared at myself in the mirror. screw it. i put my hoodie and shorts back on and went to text nate.

y/n
idk if i can go anymore.

nate
what? how come?

y/n
idk...

nate
y/n, what's up??

y/n
i look so bad in all my swimsuits.

nate
are you kidding me? i bet the whole universe you look phenomenal. you always do.

y/n
nooo. i've gained so much weight. they don't even fit anymore

nate
let me get you a new one

y/n
no you don't have to do that. i don't want to go anymore

nate
hey, what if you wear whatever you are comfortable in, and we just chill, we can watch the sunset.

y/n
or, screw the beach and we do something else?

nate
sure. anything you want

y/n
top golf?

nate
ill be there in an hour. i love ya
y/n
thank youuuu!!! love ya too

i put my hair in a pony and waited in my living room for nate to come.

after one hour, there was knock on my door.

i opened it and he was holding a bundle of flowers.

flowers was kind of our thing. if you look around my house there are vases with flowers everywhere. all from nate. he grew up being told by his mom to always bring a girl flowers.

"hey," i say.

"hello beautiful," he says, swooping me in for a hug.

we hug, and he hands me the flowers.

i hurry and put them in a vase, and he drives off to top golf.

"you look so gorgeous." he says at a red light.

"you don't have to lie."

"are you kidding me? you are the most gorgeous girl i've ever seen."

"are you sure about that?"

"babe, i wouldn't lie to you."

i can't help but smile.

he notices, and places his hand on my thigh.

"i love you, my gorgeous girl."

A/N:  nate's the cutest person ever

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