My Dear Superstar

18. Jealous

NANON

I was so happy to see Ohm here as my make up artist . The confidence , courage and happiness he gave me is the only thing I wanted and after all the mess happened in our life ,we just started our life normally as a family . My family welcomed Ohm with so much adoration . Sometime I feel left out but seeing the happy face of Ohm made me happy too and with Ohm and Eve I am really happy .

Suddenly seeing Ohm here made me out of control and I wasn't realised I was out of my limit kissing him and being more intimate than we ever had until he pushed me . And I felt angry at first about pushing me like that but I can understand him as I know he is not yet ready to take the next step like that . And I know I have to give him some time to adjust about all of this . But I felt dejected when he push me like that and also guilt overtook me so that's why I avoid him but that doesn't mean he have to show off my baby with him like that . Eve was also here and it's really a surprise . I really wanted Eve to be here it's as if Ohm know what I wanted but I choosed to avoid him as much as possible because its better for him and me as well as Eve .

I understood how much others just adore Eve and suddenly I felt so jealous over Perth who is with Ohm and Eve . Wasn't it me who is supposed to be with them. I really hate it when Perth being overprotective with Ohm and Eve . It's my son and my boyfriend right who is he to invade with us . Can't he look after Chimon and make up with him .

I dragged Ohm from there because I didn't even like their closeness . I didn't gave a damn to those people who gathered around us for the event .

"Non...what are you doing? Nanon.. it hurts .. Non.. people are looking . Shiaa Nanon.." Ohm was whining and trying to escape from my grip complaining nonstop but I am not ready to leave him like that. He have to be responsible for what he done with me .

I dragged him to a corner where there is nobody and looked around blocking him by placing my hands in the wall, staring into him with a cold look .

"Non..what are you doing ? There are people around us, and ..." He was about to complain a lot so i placed my index finger on his lips prohibiting him to not speak .

"Mr.Ohm Pawat you have a done a big mistake . Can't you see that ? First you came here surprising me and you even took my son with you . Then you dare to make me jealous with that attitude photographer? How dare you do this to your boyfriend hah ? " I asked to him with a pout whining. Really i am hurt because how can he do this all to me in a day . He looked at me with a shocked expression and blinked his eyes .

"What ?? " He asked to me with a dumbfounded expression . I snuggled to him side hugging him . He stared at me as if he found something strange .

"I missed you.. and I am sorry for what I have done before . It was just happened in the heat of that moment . And my pride didn't even allowed me to say sorry to you . And I didn't even thought you will be uncomfortable..." Before I could say something else he pressed his lips on mine making all my worries go lame .

"I am not uncomfortable but it was just I am not prepared and we are in public not in our home can't you see that and what have you done now already made people attention. Now what we gonna do ? " He asked to me with a worried expression .

"Shiaa..Fuck of this people. Who are they to judge me and who are they to tell me what I have to do ? Actually can't they respect their idols ? People are really nosy " I said in a most frustrated tone. He smiled and hugged me .

"Non.. it's not like that . You are an artist and we can't say to people how to behave. We only can do our things and keep our life to ourselves and Don't make a situation to get judged . Don't be frustrated okay . We are living in a society full of different mind set people so just don't mind others . It's just if it's only me I am ready to face anything with you even if its love or hate but we have a son and we can't let him go through all this . And your career that you build is as much as important as your family too . So let's just keep this all ourselves. Be patient okay . " He always know how to ease my mind with his words and smile . I wonder why am I so melted towards him when I am really a stubborn person who don't even consider others feelings .