Unspoken Longings

She is so cute

"What about graduation?" I texted back

Coco looked up from her book and looked at me

"What happened?" she asked

"Nothing, just advik texted" I told her

"Agar shaadi aur pyaar ke chakkar mai bhul gaye ho toh yaad dila du, aapko exam bhi pass karne baaki hai" Advik said

"What is he saying?" Coco asked looking back in her book

"Nothing you should worry about" I said and stood up and called Advik

"What do you mean to say?" I called and said

"Bro both of you need to become doctors, before you become partners" Advik replied

"But we are finally together after so long, we need to spend time together" I replied glancing at coco

"Do one thing, why don't you both study together? Even she will have to study na?" He said

"Yeah, I will plan something, thanks for the idea bro" I replied

Next day she was studying in the library.

I went in the library, even when usually I like to study in my room, I went there with my books and Coffee.

I went and sat in front of her

"What are you doing here, D?" She asked me as soon as she saw me

"Ab jaha humari coco waha uska D" I replied sitting across her.

She smiled and started writing something on her notebook

I tried to touch her leg with my feet and she moved her legs back.

I was looking at her and got lost in her eyes,

And then at one point,

I stopped and got lost in her beauty

"What are you doing Dhruv? You were suppose to" she said

"Suppose to focus on my world, I'm doing that" I completed

"Jii nahi you were suppose to focus on your work"

"My only work is to focus on my world"

And then she blushes and start studying again, and I started studying as well.

Then after sometime, I was not able to focus, on studies so I asked her,

"Mrs. Netra Dhruv Bharadwaj can you do a favor for me
Please teach me this topic"

"D, you need to focus on studying and on upcoming exams instead of me" she looked at me and said with anger, although there was blush on her cheeks.

"No I am bored, let's eat something and then maybe I will be able to focus" I said and passed her the cold coffee.

She was drinking the cold coffee and the cream sits on her upper lip.

I move closer to her, our faces so close to each other, her breathe paced and her shoulders were moving,

She might be thinking I will kiss her.

I slightly move my thumb over her lip and chuckle and move back,

"Itne time mai itna nahi samjhi, ki usko uncomfortable karke kuch nahi karunga"

We were sitting there for a long time until this girl I have been ignoring for a long time comes there.