Now that Tony Starks gone, my whole life started to crumble before my eyes. Everyone believes he's a great man that did the best thing ever. Which he is. But right now, he ruined me. I feel guilty for feeling like the man who save the world ruined mine, but I can't help it. I hate what he did, his actions took him away from me. But I could never hate him, only miss him. What is a life without Tony stark, what is my life without my dad?
The pain and hurt from his death has riddled me. Ever since his funeral, I haven't been able to leave my room. I can't face people when all they'll do is look at me with sympathy.
I haven't spoken since. I have no words to say. If I speak, I'll break down. All my thoughts and all my pain just runs in my head, I want to scream and shout, but it just feels as though no words can portray how I feel.
My mum's tried to speak to me, and I want to answer. I want to hug her and comfort her and tell her we're going to be okay. But I can't. I can't even look her in the eye. Everyone and everything around me is a reminder of the man I never get to see again.
Peter comes over as much as possible but I never let him in my room. I can't let him see me like this. He stays, though. He talks to me through the door, obviously gaining no reply, but I appreciate it. I just wish I could tell him that. But I can't.
I can't. I can't. I can't.
I need to pick my self up. But... I can't.
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Now that Tony Starks gone
RomanceThe story starts at far from home, your Dads gone, most of the avengers are gone, who do you have left? Aliana Stark isolated herself completely after the funeral of her hero father's death, but when she picks herself up, she has to find her way in...
