Whispers Of The Heart

adrian

"Is there anything else you want ?"
The barista asked me.
"No. That will be all."
"So five choco chip cookies, five macaronies and a blueberry smoothie. That'll be 25 bucks."
"Here's."
I told her giving my card.

"Hey..youngman!!! How're you?"
A warm voice called me out, and I knew who it was.

"Hey Camellia..I'm good how's you.?"
I greeted her giving her a genuine smile.
"I'm good honey, how's del mar treating you?."
She asked.
"It's good, although I didn't have time to explore the town."
"Don't worry.. you'll have plenty of time in your hand."
"Definitely." I agreed.
"Did you ordered something?"
"Yeah.. my usual and a few other things for someone."
"Uhhhuhh... did you find someone already?"
"Hahaha..." I laughed..."Nope it's just for an apology to my neighbor."
"Oh.. I see... Umm.. wait a minute. I'll be back."
She went to the back I believe that's the kitchen.. After a few minutes she came back with a container.
Here's.. I've something for you. Make sure to eat it..
She opened the container grabbed 2 granola bars and gave it to me.
"Oh.. there's no need."
"It's okay I just made a few for my daughter you can have it." She shoved that bars into my paperbag.
"Umm.. how much is it. I'll wire the money.
"Oh it's fine. It's on the house." She said waiving her hand in the air.

"You're spoiling me Camellia."
"Oh trust me it's just you're so handsome I'm can't resist but to spoil you."
"Keep spoiling me then."

"Here's your drink sir."
The barista came back with my drink.
"Okay then I'll take a leave then."
I informed Camellia and went outside.

Del mar is beautiful. With it's beaches ofcourse the sea shore, with the palm trees swaying in the breeze. It has a calm and relaxed atmosphere. Even though I didn't explored the whole town, it still made me feel like I'm somewhere where I belong.

Although it's hard to accumulate here with all the work emails and phone calls I've been receiving from rośe and my entire team. But I'm try'na build up my life here.

I've already informed the board members about me leaving the management shithole, and appointed a new management team on behalf of me. I'll still be the founder and the largest share holder of Mus'n, but something about me stepping down from the position made me feel at ease.
Although I still have to handle a bunch of workload till my new management team settles down. But I'm happy. In a few days I'll have all the time for myself and I could be able to focus on my music more, which is all I wanna do.

It's been a 5 days since I've moved into my new HOME it's hard to sleep in here. I've done all those remedies but I just couldn't sleep. I'm try'na not to take those medications that my therapist recommended. No I'm not being a brat I just wanted to heal from within without those heavy pills.

It's almost somewhere 2 to 3 in the morning, and because I couldn't sleep I decided to play some music. I grabbed my guitar from the corner and started playing it randomly.

It's almost 6 in the morning. And yes I did slept last night without my pills for 2 hours. Which is an improvement. And now I'm wide awake.

Suddenly I remembered that day, when I try'na put together some of the things I bought for my new HOME. Early in the morning. I was drilling the wall, out of nowhere I heard a voice, more of a shouting;

"Cease hammering the wall you're disturbing my sleep."

At first I couldn't understand anything, but then I realized I unknowingly woke up my neighbor. I didn't mean to. I thought of apologizing to her. So I bought those cookies and all from sips and beans. Hope she likes it.

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It's 7.30 in the evening and I am completely exhausted. I ran almost 3 miles today. Since the day I moved here I'm try'na switch to a healthy lifestyle. I've started working out again, doing a little yoga with some cardio. I've changed my eating habits into a healthy one. Instead of eating takeouts I'm cooking my own food. And today I decided to take a run. Hope I'll sleep a bit today.