Use and throw doll

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I was standing at balcony looking at the night sky with the beautiful shinning moon in the black sky

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I was standing at balcony looking at the night sky with the beautiful shinning moon in the black sky

While standing there I was thinking about the things that happened today morning, the revelation of Aarya being Amaira bhua's daughter was shocking

I tried finding both of them for Years infact was finding till now because I know where they are now. I was 4-5 years old when I first saw her, at that time I didn't knew anything about love and all but I always felt a connection with her when I was a kid, but when she was lost baba sa and Kaku sa tried to find her but weren't able to so when I turned 20 and tookover the business I made sure to find them because somewhere in my heart I knew she was bound to be mine, I didn't knew that I will meet her like this where I will hear her to be a Gold digger or slut, but I know her better just by knowing her to be Amaira bhua's daughter is enough for me to know that she not either of it

I am sure that I want to give this relationship a chance and know her, cherish her, respect her and may be in future love her the way I did when I was a kid, i am ready to accept us, accept this marriage and her to be my wife

I was in my thoughts which broke when I heard the sound of opening and closing of the door and I knew she was here by her intoxicating smell of rose and lavender I turned and saw her making her bed in the balcony completely ignoring my existence, I went towards her and took her left arm and made her turn, her head was down and she didn't looked up so I kept my finger on her chin and made her look up.

"Look at me when i am talking, and i want to talk to you about something" I said and went inside with her beside me, I made her sit on the bed and I sat beside her but she Quickly got up, I raised my eyebrow in a questioning manner "apne mujhe apki cheezo ko chune se maana kiya hain" she said stuttering a bit maybe due to nervousness "abhi maine khud hi tumhe bethne ko kaha hain" I said calmly "i am standing only, apko joh bolna hain bole" she said and I pulled her towards me, due to the sudden force she landed on my lap as a reflex action she got stiff so I loosened my hold on her but kept my one hand on her waist and other caressing her hair while she was sitting on my lap looking extremely nervous and anxious
(You have asked me not to touch your things)
(Now i only told you to use it)
(I am standing only. You say what you want)

"Hum apse baat karna chahte hain" taking a pause I again spoke "Aarya main jaanta hu ki aaj tak maine tumhare saath bilkul acha behave nhi kiya hain na hi tumse pyaar se baat ki hain kyunki mujhe lagta tha ki tum bhi mere paiso ke peeche ho aur kuch nhi, itne saalon se maine ek hi cheez dekhi hain paiso ke saath saath boht zyada fake log aate hain joh sirf paiso se pyaar karte hain aur kisi ne nahi- "I was cut by her
(I want to talk to you)
(Aarya, I have come to know that till today I have not behaved with you at all, I have not talked to you lovingly because I felt that you too are after my money and not much, for so many years I have seen only one thing money. There are a lot of fake logs coming along with those who love only money and no one wants- )

"jaise ki Kavya i know and understand ki ap kis cheez se guzaar rahe the isiliye main abhi tak chup rahi par abhi kyunki apne kaha hain toh main bhi kuch kehna chahti hu" she said and I furrowed My eyebrows when she mentioned kavya "dekhiye mujhe apse koi gilla nhi hain ki apne mujhe judge kiya aur waise bhi har insaan judge karte hain dusre ko but I would just say ki jab tak ap saamne wale ko khud nhi jaante ya samajhte toh usse judge nhi karna chahiye aur dusro ke opinion ko apna opinion nhi banana chahiye but it's okay I understand" she was blabbering but I stopped her "what do you mean by 'jaise ki kavya' huh" I asked calmly
(Like Kavya I know and understand what you are worrying about, that's why I remained silent till now, but now because I have said it, I also want to say something.")
("Look, I don't blame you for judging myself and in the same way every human being judges others but I would just say that till you do not know yourself or understand the person in front of you then you should not judge yourself and the opinion of others. "I don't want to express my opinion but it's okay, I understand.")

"Apko nahi pata ki kavya paiso ke piche pagal hain tum akele uske boyfriend nhi ho woh har roz kisi dusre ladke ke saath ghum rahi hoti hain. I have seen her many times coming in new cars with new man everyday but still i am a slut and a gold digger to be called" she replied sadly and her voice a bit shaky at the end and I knew that Kavya is not at all like what she shows me but I can't trust her with it
(You did not know that Kavya is crazy about money and you are not the only one who has her boyfriend and she hangs out with another boy every day. I have seen her many times coming in new cars with new man everyday but still i am a slut and a gold digger to be called")

"I am not here to talk about Kavya I am here to talk about our relation" I said and taking a deep breath I continued "I know that you didn't like my judgement on you and to be honest on our first when I heard you speak to your mumma hugging her photo, I knew that there more to what kavya told me about you, so after that I started observing you and your behavior and listen to your talks, in this last two months I have realized that you are pure gem just like amaria bhua, I wish she was here but it us okay, I just wanted to ask you that can u please give a chance to our relationship, to this marriage, to us, pleasee" I said In one go

"Do you think of me as a use and throw doll where you can use me and throw me whenever tou want, huh, jabh chaha iss rishte ko thukra diya jabh chaha apna liye, what do you think about me, huh" she said angrily and I knew that I have fucked up for a big time
(Whenever I wanted, I rejected this relationship, whenever I wanted to take it for myself, what do you think about, yes")

"I know that I don't deserve this chance but please just one chance and then if you feel I am not worthy you can leave me forever please, you know when I saw you as a kid I didn't knew that we will ever live a life together but that day when baba'sa  weren't able to find you and bhua I felt as if my life is destroyed without you but then today when Baba sa said that it is you the same girl who was my crush as a child I felt as if I can breathe again, please please give us a chance please" I pleaded and was on the verge of crying but controlled not wanting to show my vulnerable sight

She was looking in my eyes as if searching for something then "ok i am ready to give us and this relationship a chance but if ever in future you said those words again i wont hesitate to leave you and that to forever" she said and I knew it was a warning for me to not mess up this time.

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