UnGodly #1: After graduating high school, Ren moves to the city in hopes of getting into a prestigious university but winds up staying on a unknown apartment where she met a bunch of friendly neighbors. Things get weird when series of unsolved disap...
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I tasted the blood on my lower lip as my teeth bit deeper into it. Eyes tightly shut, whimpers and cries can be heard all over the room along with the weird noises from the TV. Nakatali pa rin ako sa upuan, nakaharap sa maliit na lumang TV kung saan naka-play ang isang video na sa tingin ko'y pinaka-disturbing at traumatizing sa lahat.
This is probably the fifth time they made me watch this kind of gruesome videos.Muli akong impit na tumili nang marinig ang sigaw ng babae sa TV. Sigaw na tila nahihirapan. I refused to peek, even just a second. Kapag ginawa ko, tiyak na babaliktad ang sikmura ko. Paniguradong pagsisihan ko, just like the first time.
Aside from feeding me with weird meats, they also forced me to watch videos of them murdering their previous victims. These strangers loved to torture their victims before murdering them. That is what they're doing to me. I still don't know what the time pattern is when they make me watch videos on TV but this is the fifth time they have done this to me. In fact, I already lost track of time. I'm not even sure if it's day or night at this moment. I have no idea how many days have gone by. Right now, I'm in excruciating agony and hunger.
Most of the clips shown were young women, around my age, completely beaten and abused in the exact same room I'm in. Puro pasa ang kanilang mga katawan pwera sa mukha na parang iniingitan nila. Minsan pinapakain sila ng kung anu-anong nakakadiring pagkain, to the point na sumusuka na ng dugo ang ilan sa kanila dala ng labis na pandidiri. There was a part where the weird guys forcefully making out with the girls, flaunting it on the camera as if they're shooting some erotic videos.
Each time their cries grow louder, the deeper my heart sunk. Parang nakikita ko ang magiging kahihitnan ko sa kanila.
Will I become one of those girls?
I don't want to die. I really don't.
Ayaw kong iwan sina mommy at daddy, lahat ng mga taong minamahal ko. Gusto ko pang makita ang sarili na sumasali sa mga fashion events. I want to be a registered psychologist slash model at fashion designer. Natatakot ako na hanggang imahenasyon ko lang ang pangarap ko.
"P-parang awa niyo na. Napakasakit! Huwag po, please!" Palahaw ng inosenteng babae sa TV. Based from her voice, she's around 15 to 16 years old. Ganun siya ka bata. I can't bear the fact that she's just only a kid. Wala silang awa. May naririnig pa akong ungol ng lalaki na sa tingin ko ay isa sa kanila. I know what they're doing to her. Hindi ko kayang masikmura. I badly wanted to plug my ears with my fingers, or even chop it off, huwag lang marinig ang mga nakakahindik na ginagawa nila sa batang babae.
Any moment from now, they're might be doing all of those things to me. If I won't make it, the next victim would be watching clips of me getting brutally murdered. Just the thought of it brought immense panic to my system.
