Legs That Can Not Walk (Bbangsaz)

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Minji's pov

It's been one week since I have started my walking practice and Hanni has been there all the time,

She uses all the things that the doctor had prescribed, Hanni massages my legs with an oil and then there also some kind of liquid she use on my legs when we bath together, and now I walk 15 steps, because now it doesn't hurt that much and now I can stand on my own, I even walked 5 steps without anyone helping me,

"Minji" I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Hanni's voice, I wheeled out of the kitchen, and saw an freshly showered but she was only in towel that wrapped around her waist, but what caught my attention was an scar on her chest that looked fresh and swollen,

"Hanni what happened, how did you get hurt" she got on her knees in front of me, and smile like nothing happened,

"Oh it's nothing, I just had an little accident in our farm, nothing much" I slowly graze her wound but Hanni hissed and and held my wrist, she then pulled me closer by my waist which shocked me, her face was so close to me that I could feel her nose touching mine,

"Don't you even dare think of kissing me, just because we're in a good terms doesn't mean I forgive you" I said and pushed her away but accidentally pushed her on her wound that makes her whimper in pain,

"I'm sorry Minji" she said and got up while trying to easy the pain, I felt guilty,

"I'm sorry Hanni, I didn't mean to hurt you" I said and panicked but she just give me an smile that didn't reach her eyes,

"I understand, I just...I just accidentally you know, I.....I won't do anything to hurt you again, I just felt like doing it and didn't think about your feelings and I'm...I'm sorry" she said and went upstairs looking sad and embarrassed, After a while she come back downstairs, fully dressed and stood in front of me,

"You had dinner" she ask and I nodded, she picked me up and walked upstairs, but I can see she looked so much in pain when she pick me up, and it makes me more desperate to walk on my own,

"Where are you going" I ask her, when she was about to walk out of our bedroom fully dressed,

"I'm just going out for a drink, I'll be back by 12, don't wait for me and rest, if you need anything just call me ok" with that she left, I looked at the time and it was 9, I decided to wait and turned the TV on,

It's already past 2 and Hanni still haven't come back, I try to call her many times but she isn't answering, and I'm worried about her safety,

I was about to call Minjoo when our bedroom doors open and Hanni stumbles in, she was heavily drunk and couldn't walk properly, I was terrified by her appearance, the strong smell of alcohol filled the room, mixed with sweat,

"Minji you up" she set in front of me and took my hand in hers, her face was red, sweat was dripping from her forehead, and she was shaking a little,

"Let's get you out of this clothes" I said as softly as I can, Hanni nodded and got up, surprisingly she managed to take her shoes and pants off, I helped her with her shirt,

"Minji it hurts here, it's burning hnm" she pointed at her scar that has turned in a darker color, she sniff and set in front of me, I was so shocked to see it really swollen, I quickly get the ointment from our bedside table,

"Hanni let me treat it ok, come sleep here please" I ask her, she nodded and laid I applied the ointment on her chest while she was hissing in pain,

"It's done, it's ok everything's ok" I said while massaging her head, and for the first time on my own I kissed her forehead,

Suddenly she wrapped her arms around me and pinned me under her, she whimper but still trapped me,

"Do you really hate me that much" I sigh and shook my head, but to my surprise an tear rolled down her eyes,

"Please don't hate me, I don't have anyone but you in this life, I'm scared of living alone, I don't want to die alone, please don't leave me, I will do whatever you want me to do, I will live like an fucking dog for you but just don't hate me" I pulled her close to me and hugged her, at this moment I didn't care about her smelling bad or her sweating or even about the past,

I looked at her and then kissed her, she was so drunk that she kissed back aggressively and held me down, I didn't push her of because she's drunk and probably out of her mind but also because I don't want to push her anymore,

I wrapped my arms around her neck and pull her on top of me properly, her hands started to roam around my body, but suddenly she pulled away and set up and away from me,

"I don't want to do it like this, I want to do it properly, where's the candles and roses, I will prepare a room for my Minji" she was now getting off of the bed but I stopped her,

"Wait Hanni come here please" when she set back on the bed with frown I smile at her,

"So you're drunk and this is our first time, do you really want to do it while you're intoxicated won't you be forgetting our first time in the morning" she frown and think about it for a moment then nodded,

"I will wait, I don't want to forget it, but you have to promise me you wont hate me please" I nodded and she laid beside me again,

"Go to sleep ok, I'm here and we will talk about it tomorrow, now stop crying and let's sleep ok" she nodded and close her eyes, I covered us both with an blanket and to my surprise she was fast asleep,

"I will never leave you Hanni" I kissed her scar on her bare chest,

Suddenly I found myself staring at Hanni, and to be honest she has become more muscular, she wasn't like this before, but now she has gained weight and had become more muscular, she gives out this" I'm the sexy muscular farmer vibe" her hands have little scratches and the sweat how can I forget that, she sweats all the time, whenever she comes home from work her shirts looks wet,

And for some reasons I found it hot and sexy at the same time,