The babysitter

What did he do to you?

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Scarletts perspective:
I woke up on the floor in my kitchen, with pain in my body and head. But when I remembered what happened, the pain disappeared and the only pain I felt was in my heart. I got tears in my eyes again. I stood up and made the coffee I was gonna make a few hours ago. I felt empty. It was a feeling I couldn't describe. I felt like there was a part of me missing.

I sat on my couch drinking my coffee and just stared in front of me with tears in my eyes. What if Colin tries to touch me again? Who will save me? A tear rolled on my face. I was so scared.. I couldn't do this without y/n.. i really couldn't.

Thoughts creeped through my mind. Where was y/n? Why did she leave? Did she realized I wasn't good for her? Was I going too fast in our relationship? Did I say something wrong? Am I too old for her?

I tried to pull myself together, but before I knew it I was crying again. I was crying on my couch with my legs to my chest and my face in my hands. "Y/n, please come back.. I won't last long without you" i whispered and cried. I started to shake again. Was I going to feel like this forever? Was this ever gonna be over? Was I ever gonna see y/n again? I just wanted her to hold me again, for her to play with my hair, for her to kiss my collarbone. I cried even louder now when I suddenly heard a voice. "Mommy?"

Y/n's perspective:
I felt like a terrible person. My heart has never hurt so much like this before. Having to leave my dear girl. But I can't put her in danger. I needed to leave.

I was in my car. Not knowing where to go. I decided to call Florence and when I wanted to call her, I saw I had a new voicemail. I clicked on it and I should never have done it.

When I heard Scarlett's shaking, crying voice begging me to come back, i bursted out in tears. I slammed my head on the steering wheel and cried. I'm such a fucking coward. She probably thinks I don't love her anymore. But I do. I really really do and it hurts my heart to be apart from her in this way, but i don't have another choice. I have to. One day she'll understand, and we will be together again. One day..

Scarletts perspective:
Rose was on my lap. "Mommy just had a little pain, that's all sweetheart" I forced a smile and caressed her hair. "Mommy I'm gonna show y/n my new doll tonight!" she said excitedly. Tears started forming in my eyes again. How can I tell her she won't come back? How can I tell my daughter that her best friend won't come back? I can't.. i can't do it. "y/n is not coming tonight sweetheart I'm sorry.. maybe next time!" I smiled through my tears, hoping there would be a next time.

I called Elizabeth. She was the only person I had left that I could talk to. I couldn't even talk on the phone because I was crying so much and Elizabeth got concerned and drove to my house. When she arrived she saw me crying on the couch. She ran to me and hold me. "Oh Scarlett.." I felt save. Lizzie's hugs made me think of y/n's. But they weren't from y/n and that hurt.

I had explained everything to Lizzie and she was listening with open mouth. "Oh Scarlett.. I didn't knew how important she is for you.. I'm so sorry scar.." she hugged me so tightly. "If she really loves you, she will make sure you will meet again, Scarlett. And I have a feeling she really really loves you." I smiled a little at her words. That was the first time I've smiled since I read the note. I don't deserve lizzie.

I stayed in Lizzie's arms for a while. I was scared of letting go. If I'd let go of her I'd feel that lonely feeling in my heart again.

After an hour I heard keys at the door. Fuck. It's Colin. He got in and yelled "I'm home bab-" and then he saw me. In Lizzie's arms. "Scarlett what the fuck" he walked towards me. Lizzie hold me tighter since she now knew what he had done to me and I hold hee tighter. I was so scared. Scared for my own husband. "Are you cheating on me again Scarlett??! You're such a whore!" I shook my head with tears in my eyes. "I'm not-" he cut me off. "Shush! Why you keep cheating on me? You want me to get rid of her too?!" He yelled and pointed to Elizabeth. I stopped crying. My heart stopped. The time paused. Get rid of? Tears started streaming down my face. My beautiful y/n..