The babysitter

I couldn't

Hey loves! Sorry I haven't been uploading but I had to take some time😭I now am back and I hope to post every day again<3 this chapter is inspired by @randomuser1207 ! Thank you for the idea <3 don't forget to leave comments and votes! I love u

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Alsooo listen to a sad song again haha something like 'experience'

Y/n's pov:
I shake my head. No. I can't follow her. That was the rule and I won't break it. We're done and that's it. She is probably sad because of me and me being there will make it worse.

Me and Florence continue to listen to the presenter and watch the movie.

When the movie is done, someone does a speech and all the actors come up. The movie was really good I wont lie.. but Scarlett was in my mind...

Everyone stood up and the after party begun. I saw Elizabeth walking towards me. "Hey y/n!!" She smiled and hugged me. "Hey Lizzie" i smiled. "How are you?" She asked and I shrugged. "Could be better haha". She smiled a little and nodded. "So.. what did you think of the movie?" I asked. "Oh I loved it. Jennifer Lawrence is so talented, she amazes me!" I nodded and smiled. "I agree!!"

We didn't talk about Scarlett. I knew that Scarlett was staying at Lizzie's house. I wanted to ask Lizzie about Scarlett so bad, but I didn't. I couldn't.

Scarletts pov:
I wanted to get away from Colin. I didn't want to be next to him anymore, so I decided to look for Lizzie. She's the only person who can cheer me up at this moment. I looked through the whole room and when I saw her. I walked up to her. "Lizzie I need to talk to yo-" I stopped moving. I stopped talking. I saw y/n. Next to Lizzie. She looked at me and then at the ground. That's the first time we actually stood in front of each other after so long. How could she? How could she talk to Lizzie after what she did? Is she trying to get Lizzie away from me too? I can't do this anymore. I can't keep seeing her and act like nothing happened. I got tears in my eyes and ran to the bathroom again. I couldn't.

Y/n's pov:
It's all my fault. I never should have come to this premiere. We can't keep meeting like this. I started to feel an headache and my stomach started hurting. "Sorry Lizzie.. I got to go.."

I searched for Florence everywhere. Please I just want to leave this place.. When I saw her I run to her and grabbed her hands. "Please flo, I wanna go" she looked concerned. "What happened y/n? Are you okay?" She looked at me. "I don't feel well, please let's just go.."

I grabbed my bag and my coat. I walked with Florence to the door. I had tears in my eyes. I felt like I was leaving Scarlett for the second time. The pain I saw in her eyes when she saw me, made me want to beat myself up. She didn't deserve this.

"Y/n, I forgot something.. wait for me outside okay?" Florence said and I nodded. She left to get her stuff and I went outside. The fresh air hit my face and it felt good. I decided to walk to Florence's car already and went to walk around the corner, when I suddenly bumped into something. Someone. "Oh fuck I'm so sorry" I heard a familiar voice. Then I realized it was Scarlett. I saw her eyes when she realized it was me. Why? Why do we keep bumping into each other? Why do we keep meeting? I left and that's it.

"It's okay" i mumbled and I continued walking. "Y/n.." I heard her shaky voice. I got tears in my eyes. Her voice killed me. It killed me that she was in this position, because of me. I didn't turn around. "Y/n" now she spoke stricter. I felt a sudden grasp on my arm Wich made me turn around. "Scarlett.. i-" she dragged me inside.

I had a feeling this would end bad. I shook my head. "Scarlett let me go.." she pushed me in the bathrooms and locked it. She looked at me with mad, teary eyes. Her beautiful eyes.. full of hurt.. anger.. and I was the reason. I turned away from her with tears in my eyes. "Want to say something huh?" She asked me with her angry, shaky voice. "Want to tell me why you left me? Want to tell me why you did this to me?!?!" She yelled with tears in her eyes. I cried. I couldn't help but cry. "You left y/n. You left without a explanation. All these days i thought of a reason why. Why you would leave me. And it's making me sick y/n" she yelled and cried. "I can't live without you and you know it. You left me. You left me with my abusive rapist husband" she cried.

I turn around. Crying. I wanted to kiss her. Tell her how much I love her. Tell her I'm sorry. I wanted to go back to how it was so badly. But I fucked up.

"Scarlett.." I cried and looked at her. I shook my head. "You need to know that I love you. I love you more then anyone in this world. You're the only one that makes me smile. You're the only one who I can talk too. But now I lost you. And it's my fault. But please understand I didn't have a choice. Please know that I love you." I cried and put my hand on her cheek. She had tears in her eyes and looked at me with hope.

"I love you Scarlett.." i kiss her collarbone.

Scarlett's pov:
The moment she kissed my collarbone my sadness disappeared. It felt like before. How she'd kiss my collarbone while laying in my arms, telling me how much she loved me. But this was different. She was kissing my collarbone and saying that she loved me.. but she wasn't mine. The thought of that made my sadness flow over me again.

"Why didn't you stay?" I whispered with tears in my eyes.

"I couldn't."