Lost Boy (Corey Haim)

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Jonathan went to go get milk and i was sitting on toilet, nervous. If i'm not pregnant, How am i gonna brake it to him? I huffed and grabbed the test. I used it and sat criss cross on the toilet. After 5 minuets i looked at it. The one line, could kill me. I threw the test down and felt tears fall out of my eyes. I put my hands on my forehead and cried silently. I don't understand. I stood up and threw the test away before going out the door. Corey saw me and ran over to me, but once he saw my face he slowed down and frowned.

"Why are you--" he stopped once he got the hint "I'm not" i said looking down, he shook his head "We can try again" he said grabbing my arms "No, i'm tired" i said but he started shaking me "We have too!" he said, grabbing my hands and forcing me to the wall. I squirmed while he kissed my neck. I got the strength to push him off "No Corey!" i yelled and he swallowed a lump in his throat "I'm tired of trying! I can't keep letting you do this! I want a kid but i don't want do this constantly okay!" i yelled and he eased "I'm sorry! We would've had a kid by now but i ruined it!" he said falling to the ground. I sat next to him, still crying. I put my arm around him "It's not your fault Corey.." i choked out. He nodded "Yea i know..."

"Please listen to me" i said and he looked at me "We can't keep trying.... My body isn't ready. We are gonna have to wait, i haven't even lost the baby bump all the way" i laughed and he looked down "I mean we might even have to wait a year" i shrugged. He sighed and wiped his eyes "Come on..." i said nudging him and standing up. We walked into the back yard. We sat on the chairs and i looked around. We sat in a comfortable silence.

I imaged a family, playing games and having fun. There were 2 little girls. And a mom and dad. Who loved each other, very dearly. I smiled and watched as my imagination danced in front of me. I smiled as the dad wrapped his arms around his wife. It was beautiful, i closed my eye and took a deep breathe. Corey leaned his head on my shoulder. I opened my eyes and the people were now me and a family. A family with Corey. I smiled and looked at Corey. Who was playing with the grass, trying to tie it in a not. I started laughing and looked up at me and started laughing, He grabbed me and flung me into the grass. I laughed and laid in the grass. We laid there for about 3 minuets before the door flung open.

"Oooo are we gonna do one of those dramatic moments?" I heard Jonathan say. He ran and laid next to me "I put that wretched milk in the fridge" he said and we all chuckled "Did you guy sever think you would be here?" i asked and they shrugged "No i thought i would be banging some hot girl right now" Jonathan smirked. Me and Corey groaned "What?" he asked as we got up and started walking off "It's true!" he yelled and we laughed

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"What! your crazy Superman is so much better then Batman" i argued as we walked out of the comic store "How could you even think that?" Corey laughed and i looked at him like he was stupid "Superman has all these powers and he is hot" i shrugged and Corey acted offended "Batman only fights, you don't even know what he looks like" i laughed and he shook his head. We turned to Jonathan who was a bit behind us, frozen

"Jonathan?" i asked, He just gulped "You alright man?.." Corey asked

Suddenly heard someone yell "Oh! Hey Brandis"

We turned to the voices and saw people we thought we never would. Two people from Scuff's gang. Hayes and James. I gulped and Corey froze. Jonathan joined our side "W-What do you guys want.." he said looking between them "I see you found our little friends" James snapped and i grabbed Corey's arm "Shut up!" Jonathan yelled. I began getting nervous as they started walking towards us with smirks "What they don't know?" Hayes smirked and i furrowed my eyebrows "Know what?" i asked and Jonathan looked side to side with his eyes "Y-You guys need to leave" he said and i looked between him and the guys

"Know what?" i said and he shook his head "Just run when i say" he said and i looked at Corey who nodded. They flicked out some blades and i froze at the memory of Corey being stabbed "Now!" Jonathan yelled and i didn't move. I recognized there faces from my dream. Corey swooped me up and sprinted into the woods. I looked back and saw then cut Jonathan's arm. He fought them off as best as he could before running off. We paused in the woods and i couldn't breathe. What was happening to me. Flashes of my dream passed in my mind. I squeezed my eyes shut and shook my head.

Jonathan joined us soon, holding his arm "Jonathan" i said out of breathe. He looked at me nervously "What do we not know.." i said. I had noticed Corey staring down Jonathan "Is your last name Brandis?" He asked clenching his fist "Corey please--"

"Jonathan Brandis..." he said slowly then looked at Jonathan with a realized look "You helped Scuff. You killed my sister" he said slowly. My heart stopped. Jonathan shook his head vigorously "I didn't have a choice" He said trying to save himself from getting hit "I didn't want to hurt anyone" he whimpered. I couldn't believe what i was hearing. My best friend killed my Husbands sister. The next thing i knew Corey had lunged at Jonathan. He punched him in the eye and jumped on top of him. Hitting him multiple times. I pulled Corey off him and shoved him back into a tree "Stop it! What are you doing!" i yelled and Corey breathed heavily "This isn't you" i muttered and gulped "He killed my sister!" he yelled trying to walk off to him but i stopped him "Corey! He was with Scuff. He was in the same situation you" i said and he stopped

"He is cut right now... Help me get him to the house" i said and Corey hesitated "Corey.. Please.." i whispered, he looked at Jonathan who was sobbing on the ground. He sighed and walked over to him. He flinched when Corey touched me so he backed up "I can't..." he said. I looked at him and glared "You are gonna pick his ass up now. You did this" i snapped uncontrollably. He huffed and helped me pick up Jonathan

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We made it home and i pulled Jonathan to the couch "Corey can you get me the first aid?" i asked quietly. Unbuttoning Jonathan's flannel. He had cut's all on his chest and ribs. I had never noticed those before. He coughed and i shushed him. Corey came rushing down with the first aid. He sat next to me "Were those there before?" i asked running my hand over the scars. He shook his head "I don't know.." he said. I sighed and began stitching his cuts. I saw blood on the sleeve of his flannel so i took his arm out carefully. I had ran out of stitching so i just wrapped it. When i finished i put my hand on his forehead and pushed his hair out of his face

I looked at Corey who was looking at his bloody hands "Go clean up okay" i smiled small kissing his cheek. He nodded and looked at me "I feel bad..." he said and i sighed "Don't--"

he cut me off "No, like sick... Thinking off him killing my sister..." He gulped and i saw him started to gag. I pulled him up rushed him to the bathroom. He puked in the toilet and pulled back crying. I sat next to him and he laid his head on my shoulder. I'm the mother of everyone but my own child.