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~Jasmine ~
Jacob is really improving and that's good. I've been getting really big .these stomach pains are a bitch. Honestly I think I don't have a child, I think I have twins or something. Jacob says I be scaring him but I be scaring myself with all this pregnancy shit.I wonder how its going to be when we have this baby or babies.
~Myasia ~
I'm glad I went with kirko yesterday.I mean I wouldn't want him to deal with that shit alone.I know how it feels to loose people you really care about.Me & August already close.He really chill to be honest,I can see that he isnt just this dope dealer.I see more in him just like I see in kirko.They try so hard to cover up the pain they try to hide.
Kirko:good morning beautiful
Me: morning
Kirko: about last night
Me:I'M sorry its Jus she ain got no respect for me and I can't stand that shit
Kirko: I know she just...
I wonder what kind of past they had together.
Me:jealous
Kirko:yea
Me:I can -
I felt sick I ran to the bathroom and threw up.
Kirko: you ok?
Me:yea
I throw up again,I lock the door so he won't come in .I don't want him to see me like this.was it something I ate? I can't be pregnant he used protection last night or the other times we had sex.
Kirko: let me in
Me: in a lil bit
I clean my face & brush my teeth.
I open the door and looked at me.
Kirko: you ok?
Me:yea I guess its something I ate
Kirko:you sure?
Me:yea
Kirko:ight I was wondering if you wanted to go with me to the dance at my school
Me: yea
Kirko:you got any dresses?
Me: I think I bought some last month
Kirko: ight
I go in my room I found this cute pink Dress.
Kirko: you'll look cute in that
Me: I know but what about you?
Kirko:I something
Me: ight.
Kirko kisses me pickin me up.
Me:nigga put me down
Kirko:nope
Me:see you be playing too much
Kirko: whatever
Kirko's phone rings.I can see Tasha name flash across the screen. I look at him and he looks at me.
Me: answer it
☏Phone convo☏
Kirko:hello..
Tasha:kirko I'm sorry about last night its just we were engaged then we broke up
Me:y'all were engaged?!?
Kirko: -mutters -fuck Myasia it was a long ass times ago
Tasha:oh she's in there with you?
Kirko: look I'll call you back.
He hangs up.
Me:how long were you gon keep this from me?
Kirko:I don't know it wasn't important and it still isn't
Me: whatever I need some space.
I feel myself get sick again.
I run to the bathroom and start throwing up again. Kirko holds my hair back and pat's my back. He got some boyfriend material in him but I don't think I can be his girlfriend anymore. When I feel better I clean my face & brushing my teeth without making contact
With Kirko.
Kirko:come on Myasia let's talk
Me:about the fact you lied to me
You said y'all were never serious
Kirko: I know but she don't mean anything to me
Me:look I need some time to myself
I walk out the door I him coming behind me.
Kirko:so you leaving me?
Me: I don't know yet
Kirko: I'M not letting you leave
Me:move kirko
He grabs my arms and kisses me I push him off me.I can't believe he thought that would bring Me back to him.
I get in my car & drive to Ceecee house to talk to her, because I don't know what to do with this relationship.
Ceecee opens the door
Ceecee: you ok?
Me: no
Ceecee: please don't tell me Kirko did something stupid
Me: he lied to me about being engaged with Tasha
Ceecee: I don't know why he used to Fuck with her she was fuckin disrespectful
Me: yea she been coming at me
Ceecee: if I was you I should have kicked her ass
Me:I wanted to but we were in the hospital because August brother died
Ceecee: oh
Me:yup
Ceecee: come in
Me:ight
I sit there on the couch and wipe the tears off my face.
Ceecee: don't cry I'ma put my foot up the nigga ass when I see him
I kinda laughed at that, she was a good bestfriend. I loved talking to Ceecee. We became closer when I started dating Kirko.
~Kirko ~
I Fucked up she might break up with me. She changed me into this nigga I thought I could never be.I need to go to the trap and check on my boys & the fam.plus I could use some weed to get my mind right.
-At the trap -
Me:what's good?
August: what you do to my sister she was crying her Fuckin eyes out
Me: look some shit between me & Tasha came up &I kinda lied about it
August: lied about it how?
I told him what happened.
August: nigga you fucked up and I'ma get on Tasha ass about what she did
Me:look I feel real fucked up about this
Tyga: you should Myasia ain like these hoes you see around here you lucky she still Fuck with you
Now I really feel like a dumb ass bitch.if my brothers have to tell me shit like that that's how I know I fucked up.
Then Tasha came in the trap wearing a crop top with her titties all out & tights that hugged her ass .I couldn't help but stare, the boys punched me.
Me:look Tasha we need to talk
Tasha:-licking lips -about what?
Me:about what you did you fucked up my relationship with Myasia
Tasha:yo ass lied to her
Me: I was going to tell her
Tasha:-flipping her hair -when?
I scratched the back of my head
Me: ion know
Tasha:see that's the problem you have the nerve to bring that hoe in here knowing that used to be engaged do you know how that makes me feel?
August: this some Love & hip-hop shit
Tyga laughs at August Comment
August: look Tasha he don't want you no more so get over it
Tasha:who told ya light skinned ass to get in this?
Me:aye chill tf out don't come at my brother
Tasha rolls her eyes.
Me:look I can't deal with this drama all at one time so Tasha fall back I don't want you
Tasha: you say that now
Tyga:Tasha you need to hop his dick bruh
Tasha: you mad because you the only light skin I won't Fuck
Tyga: you mad because you can't get this light skin dick an for your information lil brown skin nasty bitch I wouldn't wanna get ya stds thats prolly the reason you don't know ya ABC's!
Me & August couldn't help but laugh these two baking on each other was funny asf!
Tasha:I'M out
Crystal: what was all the yelling about?
August: nothing -licking his lips
He been trying to hit her up ever since she got here.Crystal ain like other chics in the trap she stay to herself ,but she do come through for us niggas.
crystal: nigga stop flirting I don't mix up business for lovey dovey niggas
Tyga: damn
August: I ain no soft nigga but I need a girl like you to hold me down
Crystal:nigga you a player
August: I can Change for you
Crystal: whatever
I think of Myasia, I don't wanna loose her but If that's how it go down I guess that's how its gon End.
~August~
Damn why crystal gotta be so damn difficult. I like that she play hard to get,because she don't need a nigga to take care of her.she may think that she don't want me but I know she do.
Tyga:dann crystal told yo ass
Me: nigga shut Yo ass up
Tyga: least I get girls
Me:whatever what happened to Kirko?
Tyga: I don't know I'll text him
~Tyga ~
[Mr.GѺLD CHAINS]Wya?
{A/N:wya-where you at}
[Mr.Bangz☜]in the back smokin
Marijuana
[MR.GѺLD CHAINS]I'm comin
[MR.Bangz☜]ight.
August:where he at?
Me:in the back smoking marijuana
August:aye I wanna get high too
Me:ight come on then
Crystal: what y'all niggas bout to do?
Me:we bout to smoke weed
Crystal: I wanna get a hit
August:can you handle it?
Crystal: I'M a weed expert
August: ight we'll see
I laugh at they dumb asses because soon as they get high some shit gon happen
When we find Kirko he sitting there smoking & chilln.
Crystal: give me some
Kirko: you don't even know what I'M smoking
Crystal: its marijuana
August: damn you is a weed expert
Me:I got bitches & marijuana
We all laugh at that shit,it is true because I got both.
I got a text message from Chris he went to L.A. to see daughter Royal
Me:aye y'all chris coming down here sometime today
everybody: aye
That nigga be having everyone turnt.I wish he was at the party the other night.
~Taye ~
I'M breakin out of jail & I have a special lil friend to help me escape.we got every thing planned out.We got a get away driver and everything. I jus hope this go as planned.Myasia will be getting some of this Puerto rican dick.
~Rayan ~
Me & Natalie thinking about trying again in a couple months.I never really asked how she got the miscarriage. I know she said from stress but what stressed her out?I think I might leave that alone but yea. I can't wait to have. A child of my own soon.I know I said I don't miss Myasia but part of me does.I don't think us in a relationship would work but I jus wanna see how she holding up.
-Myasia house -
I knock at the door Myasia opens it.She looks like she's been crying
Me:you ok?
Myasia: not really but I'M fine what are you doing here anyways?
Me:i jus came to check on you we haven't talked in forever
Myasia:yea come in.
we sit on the couch across from each other
Myasia:how have you been?
Me:well I'M getting over the loss of my child she had a miscarriage
Myasia: omygosh...wow
Me:yea but we thinking about trying again
Myasia:thats good
Me:yea
Myasia runs to the trash can and starts throwing up
me:are you ok?
Myasia:yea I don't know whats wrong
me:have you been on pills?
Myasia:hell no
Me:are you pregnant?
She didn't asnwer she jus sat there thinkin.
Myasia:I don't know he used protection last night
Me:not all condoms work
Myasia:right
Me:look i'll buy you a pregnancy test thats the best I can do for you
Myasia: thanks
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Aye y'all,
I kinda like this chapter to be honest with you! ☜It was sweet how Rayan came to check on Myasia tho.
Bud.....
Is my Myasia pregnant?

Will Kirko mess around with Teyona?

Will Taye's plan work?

Will August & Crystal go out?

Does the gang find out who killed Mel?

Who do you think killed Mel?

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A/N:
Thanks for everyone reading this book I really hope y'all like it! I want to have a book with tons of reads & tons of Comments and I think this could be the story for that tell me what I should improve on to make this story better
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~kkspiffy✌~

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