The crying Game

+I Know+

|I know|
I know you've been crying & popping I know you tired of arguing but no screaming and shouting and you know we on a role like we bigger than college throwin' hundreds & thousands like they not hundreds & thousands why?Causes I know you been goin ' through some things you can't explain only thing that shit insane
-Bigsean &jhene aiko -
~Crystal ~
Me& August have been still arguing at the trap, it almost got physical. He still tripping because I'M with jamir. What part of we done he get, I've moved on. Me & jamir have been going great I haven't been with a nigga better than him.Jamir is sweet he always holds me down.
Jamir:what's wrong?
Me:August stupid ass
Jamir:let me take care of that nigga
me: you don't have to
Jamir:actually I do look what he posted on Facebook
When Jamir handed me the phone I saw me naked.
Caption: Exposed exclusive thot!
How did he even get that? The only person I sent that to was Jamir but I know he wouldn't send it to August. August must have went in my phone & sent it to himself. However he did it still he wrong wait til I get to the trap.Since he wanna be childish let the games begin.
Me:let's go
I know I'M not supposed to bring unknown people to the trap but kirko did it so it should be ight.
Me & Jamir get in the car to head to the trap.
-at the trap -
Me:-yelling -August
When August comes out I punch him in the face.August touches his face & sees blood
August: -pushing me -whats ya fucking problem?
Jamir: don't put ya hands on my girl homie
Jamir pushes August to the wall August pushes Jamir.
August: then tell ya girl to keep her hands off me
Me:-crying & punching him -you know what you did
August: stop hitting me me ok I don't Even know what I did
Me:stop playing what's this
I show him the picture on Facebook .
August: I didn't post that but damn ma
I punch August in the stomach and he falls over
Me: Jamir kick his ass
Jamir starts beating his ass then kirko, Chris, & Tyga came out
Tyga: aye get tf off my brother before we have a problem
Jamir turns his head towards Tyga
Jamir:you one funny light skin
Tyga punched jamir &they start fighting then Kirko & Chris pull them off each other.
Kirko: Crystal who is this nigga?
Me:my boyfriend
Chris: wtf is he doing here anyway?
Me:August here exposed me & lied about it I don't know how he got it because I never sent him pictures
Kirko:did you do that August?
August: -coughs -hell nah I never got a picture & even if I did I wouldn't do that
Tyga:it is on your page tho
August: I don't know how it got there I promise
Chris: get ya boy outta hear before we get to fighting
Me: lets go jamir
we & jamir walked out he put his arm around me as he walked me to the car.I can't believe that son of a bitch did that to me.There's no way I'ma fa give him.I wish I never gave him a chance I should have stayed to myself.
jamir:don't worry about them I got you
Me:I know & thanks for helping me back there but you didn't have to fight Tyga
Jamir: -laughs -that's his name?
Me:no but that was a lil much
Jamir: he shouldn't have punched me
He was right about that, because if it was me I wouldn't let anyone hit me.Something In August makes me believe him & another part makes me think he did do it.it wouldn't make since if he didn't do it.Why would it be on his page? I look at my multi-colored fist.I see both of us will have marks & scars because of this stupid ass incident.
~August ~
Kirko:August you ight?
Me:yea
Kirko: He got you in your head good
Me:she
Chris: Crystal did that?
Me:yea
Tyga:her nigga better fall back
Me: fa damn sho
My head hurt like hell I don't know what confused me the Most the part where she said I exposed her or the fact her & her boyfriend beat me like I was a pussy.This had to be a set up, I don't trust that nigga.its crazy for her to believe that I did that, I mean I ain like them kind of niggas when they can't have they way they lie & expose.That ain me hell nah, but wait til I see that nigga again, because that kind of shit don't fly.
On a real nigga prospective he look familiar. I don't know where from I'll probably remember soon .
~Kirko~
That shit was crazy who tf does that nigga think he is coming in my trap picking fights. That nigga out his damn mind.If he ever do some shit like that while I'M around we gon have some damn issues. No one fights the fam niggas better fall back from that!
-At the house -
When I get home I see Myasia eating pickles & sour cream.
Me:eww you nasty
Myasia: its a pregnancy crave
Me:eww Myasia that shit is nasty
Myasia: well the baby like that
Me: whatever
Myasia: what's wrong?
Myasia: some shit popped off at the trap
Myasia: is it ok?
Me:yea
Myasia: that's good
Me:August got his ass whopped tho.
Myasia: tf by who?
Me:Crystal & her dumb ass boyfriend he got in a fight with Tyga too
Myasia: who tf is this nigga?
Me:aye calm down bae
Myasia: can I go see him?
Me:yea
-August house -
Myasia knocked at the door & August opened it.
Myasia: hey I heard about everything
August:I'M good ma y'all come in
Me:that nigga look familiar
August:that's what I said
Me:I'ma kick his ass next time
Myasia:don't yall need to quit with that shit
August: Myasia this is what we do Myasia: but y'all don't have to I don't wanna lose any of y'all over stupid shit
August+me: you won't
Myasia: -shakes her head -mmm..ok
Girls these days think they run shit.
~Jasmine ~
Jacob is fully healed and the doctor told me my due date is real close.I can't wait to have the baby. The doctor asked me If I wanted to know the gender but I want to be surprised, that was months ago.I cant wait til I have the baby, because I'M tired of these stomach pains & me not to be able to eat certain things.
~Natalie ~
Me & Rayan decided try again in 4 months, I feel bad about all that.I killed the baby and he thinks I had a miscarriage what have I done?it eats me alive everytime but if I tell him he'll leave me for good.I love Rayan and to hurt him is the last thing I ever want to do.I want us to be together for along time but the shit I'M hiding it'll be hard.I wanna forget about that, but I can't because I killed me & Rayan's first child. I have these crazy night mares about him finding out then the baby talks to me. It was going to be a baby girl named Angie,she was adorable .she looked alot like her father.
Rayan: you ok ?
Me:yea
Rayan: you sure?
Me:yea bae just thinking
Rayan: Ight
I don't know how Long I'ma keep it a secret, because its eating me Alive& I don't know what to do.
***The Dream ***
I woke up in a dark room then this angel like little girl walks up to me & touched my face.
?:don't be afraid I'M your daughter Angie well I was
Me:-crying -I'M sorry I didn't mean it I was mad
Angie: I'll forgive you
Me: really?
Angie:yea but daddy has to know this will only hurt him now
Me:daddy might leave me
Angie:no he won't he'll be mad for awhile but he'll come back
Then Angie disappears .
***End of dream ***

That's one of the dreams that keeps haunting me.I should tell Rayan maybe he'll understand. Understand that I'M a jealous bitch that killed his first child
I wonder when I'M gon tell him
~Jaques ~
Me & Talia just started dating she met my mom yesterday. It didn't go well, because my mother judged her because she was pregnant.Talia hasn't been really talking she's been crying & eating alot tho. I try to talk to her but she ignores me. Talia still mad ,because when my mother was judgin her she had one of my child hood crushes over tellin me I should be with her instead.Soon as my mother said that Talia got her ass up and walked out the door.I haven't talked to my mother since then she was doin the most the other night.
Me:Talia I'M sorry about my mom Talia: jus date that girl ok
Me:no I won't I love you
Talia: do what ya momma said I don't want yo get in between y'all
Me:I don't care about what she said
Talia:look I don't wanna cause problems
Me: you not this is about who I want
Talia:look I'M sorry I need time to myself
Me:ight.
Damn now my momma really fucked up my relationship with Talia. Why can't she be happy about this, I mean yea it ain mine but still I'ma help her out I care about her too Much to leave ha.
~Ceecee ~
Me & Cherasonto got off the plane to Florida. It was beautiful & hot as hell.
Cherasonto: what you wanna
Me:well I wanna go to the hotel and chill
Cherasonto: me too
When we got to the hotel it was beautiful. Our room had gold& white sheets.Rose pedals all over the floor.This was the mood but I ain tryin to give cherasonto nun just yet.
cherasonto:you like it?
Me:yea its beautiful how much was this?
Cherasonto:don't worry about that
We unpacked & cuddled up watching Scream4.That shit was weird that cop got stabbed in his head & his last word was 'Fuck Bruce Willis '.That had my ass dead!
~Myasia ~
I can't believe that Crystal & her boyfriend beat my brother. She lucky I'M pregnant, because I would have kicked her ass.I know August he wouldn't do that, I believe him when he told me he didn't do it.He got too much heart for that shit.
-At the trap-
I sat & watched the guys smoke weed. It was funny tho because when they really got high they said some funny shit.Then I seen Crystal walk in.I couldn't help but jump up and walk to her.
Me:you have a lot of nerves showing up here After what you did
Crystal :look ms.save a nigga I'ma need you to get out my face
Me: hol up don't disrespect me bitch you the one put ya damn hands on my brother
I felt my face sting I know this bitch ain hit me.
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Aye,
Damn Crystal got everyone Fucked up!O_o
Bud....
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