The crying Game

+Hard Decisions+

~Ceecee ~
I can't believe my cousin was shot, I have to ask him to leave the gang. Not jus him the boys too, they Like family I can't loose them.
Cherasonto: you ok?
Me: yea jus worried
Cherasonto: What's wrong?
Cherasonto sat next to me putting his Arm around me.
Me: kirk was shot
Cherasonto: is he alive?
Me: yea I jus don't want him gang banging anymore
Cherasonto: I hear ya but cheer up for us & let's have a good time
Me: -smiled -ight
Cherasonto: good now get ready we going to the beach
Me:-smiling -ight
I love this nigga he make me feel so damn special. I love that he cares about me, knowing that he has my back makes me feel better about myself .
~Chris ~
I hope this shit end soon, because I can't deal with this shit any longer. I'm afraid i'ma die without telling everyone goodbye. If I do die least I can say I tried. I get a text from Ceecee
{Ceecee badazz☜}meet me @ kirk hospital room ASAP!
{₡-Brεεzy}ight on the way
{Ceeceebadazz☜}ight
I get in my Lamborghini driving to the hospital. When I get to Kirk's room I see the whole crew in there ,but I didn't see Ceecee
Me: What's up? where's Ceecee
Myasia: right here
Myasia held her iPad up, I nod my head
Everyone looked so scared, serious, & anxious. I looked at Ceecee .
Ceecee:-tearing up-look I need ya'll to drop out the gang
Kirko looks like he bout to have a damn seizure.
kirko:we can't ceecee
Ceecee:nigga yes you can all of ya'll scarin me ,chyna ,& myasia
I look at the girls,ceecee was right Kirko:I can't do that
Myasia:please I don't want to raise the baby alone
Kirko:stop sayin that I'll be alright
Ceecee:look at you now!
Kirko was on hush mouth he couldn't say shit.
Tyga: maybe she right we in some deep shit we almost died
August:, yea cuz ej & his gang ain gon stop
Me: exactly what if he does go after the girls?
Kirko: stop with the what ifs
Myasia: well Im scared and if you can't see that there might not be a next time for you because you keep putting yourself in danger then I'm leaving
Kirko +August: Myasia
Me & everyone leaves kirko to go after Myasia.
Me:Myasia don't leave
Myasia: -crying -I don't want to be in danger with this baby I love y'all & kirko but I can't do this
August:y'all can I talk to Myasia?
Me +everyone: yea
~August ~
I hate to see Myasia hurt, because I never wanted her to be in situations like this.I know that this hurts her but she needs to know this is hard on all of us.
Me: Myasia please don't leave
Myasia: I have too
Me:no you dont
Myasia: you know he's not going to leave the streets
Me: maybe your right but we can get through this together
I give her a million dollar smile & she smiled weakly.
Myasia: ight
We go back into the hospital room.
Chyna: you ok bhoo?
Myasia:-wiping tears off her face -yea
Kirko: I'm sorry Myasia I didn't mean to make you cry please forgive me
Myasia: ight
I smile at Myasia, because now that I Know she won't do anything crazy I feel safer.
~kirko~
I hate when I make her cry over my dumb mistakes or dumb situations. I'm thankful that she didn't walk out on me with my baby inside her.I hold her close to me.
Me: aye can I talk to Myasia
Everyone: yea
The crew leaves the room I look at Myasia, who was looking at the ground.
Me: look baby I didn't mean to make you upset but this is hard on me & the boys too. If we stop this hustle how we gon get Money
Myasia: you get a real job
Me: it ain that simple
Myasia: whatever I'm going home its been a long day.
Me: don't u leave me
Myasia looks back at me walking away.I fucked up and Its all my fault I don't know how i'ma keep her happy. I want her to be by my side but I don't know how to keep her.
-month later -
I'm out the hospital but when I came home I found a note on my bed.
Note:
Hey Kirk,
I'm sorry I left without saying goodbye, I love you with all my heart but I had to leave.You may be mad at me now, but when you find out everything that happened while you were away maybe You'll understand I love you don't ever forget that
Love,
Myasia♥
I threw the note at the wall slouchin on the wall. I call August maybe he know something.
Me: hey August its me kirk
August:,whats good blood
Me:myasia left
august:I know she had to
Me:why?!?
August: -sighs -Ej threatened her
Me:tf! I'ma beat his ass
August: I got ya back cuh '
Me:ight
August:ight
☏End of phone convo ☏
I get in my car driving to Ej trap, I seen August there waiting fa me.I bang on the trap door mad as hell.
Ej finally opened the door with a surprised look on his face.
Ej: What's good?
I clenched my fist
Me: everything that's coming your way
Ej: I don't think so cuz I'll find Myasia myself
I put much fist down
August: what do you want from us?
Ej: nothing I just like messing wid everything ya got I like to see you struggle
August holds me back and I walk out.I started smoking some weed, because I can't take this shit anymore
August: you ight?
Me: yea least she safe
August: yea
~Myasia ~
I hate being alone without him.I can't risk me & the babies life over something stupid. I love kirko too much but I can't just cant live like this.I really hope he's not mad because I never meant to hurt him.he hadn't tried to text me or call me maybe I lost him for good.I live in this nice area in Miami .Im thinking about dancing & singing I'm real good at it but i'ma wait til I have this baby.I walk into the living room thinking about kirko. I wonder if he thinks about me.
~Rayan ~
Natalie texted me sayin theres something important she gotta tell me.I wonder what it Is ,because I think something is up with her.She don't act the same.
-Natalie house -
When I knock on the door she slowly opens the door. I see that she's been crying, I can tell that whatever she has to tell me is serious.
Me: What's going on?
Natalie: -snifflin-sit down
I awkwardly sit down like I was requested.
Natalie: please don't hurt me ray
Me: what are you talking about?
Natalie let's a tear fall down her cheek before sighing.
Natalie: I lied about having a miscarriage
Me: what?!? Were you even pregnant!?!
Natalie: Yes
Me:then what happened?
Natalie: I aborted the baby behind your back I was mad you acted like you didn't care about me when you found out Myasia was alive
Me: -yelling -yo stupid ass bitch I can't believe that you killed our baby because of you being the jealous bitch you are I Fuckin hate you at the moment!
Natalie falls to the ground crying I walk out the door pissed the Fuck off.How could she do that or keep that from me.
~Natalie ~
My whole life is falling apart I don't know what to do anymore. Rayan is never getting back with me, I really wanted to try again. He's right I was being a jealous bitch, I let jealousy take what could have been the best thing that has ever happened in our entire life away.I feel so damn stupid. I get my pain killer bottle and pop 5 pills instantly falling asleep.
~Craig ~
[A/n: I forgot the name of Craig new girl so i'ma give her a new name ]
Me & Amirrah haven't been doing so good, because she been acting thotty .I miss Talia everytime I see pics of her and Jacques I get jealous. That should have been me and her but i need to get over her.I'ma stay single for awhile.
~Cherasonto~
Me:look c i know you stressin but can we have some fun ?
Ceecee:yea
Me:get ya pretty ass up & put ya bathing suit on we goin to the beach
Ceecee:-smiling- ight daddy
Now she playin wid me callin Me daddy. When she gets up she goes to a bathroom gettin ready.When she comes out she was wearing a red & gold bikini damn she sexy, seeing her in that make me wanna fuck her Right then and there.
Ceecee: you like
I bit down on my lips from saying anything freaky. All Ceecee does is laugh at me.when were go to te beach all eyes were on me & my baby I ain mind tho ,they could want all day long cuh they ain Gettin what me & Ceecee share.this nigga kept looking at Ceecee ass I'm tryna keep calm but he actin like he don't see me.I watch Ceecee play in the water it was sexy asf.Then the same nigga who was looking at Ceecee came over beside me.
?:she beautiful better treat ha right I would hate for someone to take her from you
Me:bitch nigga you better get the fuck out my face thats my girl go get ya own
?:what if I want yours
I couldnt handle that shit
I started punchin the shit out of that nigga.He ain gettin none of my girl .
Ceecee:stop!Roc lets go
I get up lookin at the nigga I beat.I walk off to the hotel room alone.When Ceecee walks in the room I could tell she was furious, shit I was too.
Ceecee: care to explain what happened back there
Me:I ain't explaining shit
Ceecee: excuse me?
Me: I ain stutter
I got up bout to leave but Ceecee blocked the door.
Me: -yelling -move
Ceecee: -yelling -no!
I couldn't control myself I don't know why I did it, but I pushed her.She her head on the dresser putting a gash on her forehead.
Me: Cecilia I'm sorry
Ceecee: -crying -get out
I walkout the room regretting everything that Just happened. I can't believe I did that shit tho she should have listened tho. I go back to the beach smoking loud. A pretty modle looking chic came over to me.She looked like she was black & Puerto rican.She had long curly hair that went to her back.
?:Aye wanna chill with me & my girls there's a party I wanted to see if u wanted to Come you looked lonely. My name is Amari by the way
Me:-licking lips -yea my name is Cherasonto
Amari: ight
shit I need a good time Ceecee don't want nothing to do with me. When I entered the party I saw beautiful women everywhere having a good time.There were men in there too but then I saw the same nigga that I was fighting with earlier. I ignored him spending time Amari. Amari knows how to throw it back, shit I wasn't complaining. We started taking shots & I ended up in a room with Amari.
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Aye y'all,
Sorry that this chapter was late had a writers block.writing good stories are hard asf! But this chapter was all about Hard decisions...
But...
Will Kirk find Myasia?

Will crystal live?

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