Y/n pov
I was in a random room on the top floor and was staring at the ceiling absolutely trashed. I looked at the beverage manufactured by Beelzebub and I have already drank 5 of them and my vision was blurry. Why must I bear the blunt of the blade...doesn't Charlie realize what she says affects everyone around her. She doesn't realize how hard it is to manage my life, my role as a king, or anything. All I wanted to do was protect her and this is what happens...unbelievable. Why is it that everything I do somehow falls back on me.She has to start acting like a ruler rather than a princess...especially when it comes to something as serious as this...I didn't do anything for her to hate me...have I? I've done everything I could to make her happy...and this is what happens. I looked at my phone and I was too wasted to make anything out clearly. I felt around for the power button and once I found it I pressed it but I accidentally used too much strength and destroyed my phone. I sighed and let my arm drop and I let go of my phone
What else is gonna happen to me today. My mind is running a trillion miles an hour. I just want to be alone for right now. I looked at the door and raised my arm and clenched my fist and a wall made out of black flames covered it which won't let anyone inside...the only possible person that can get in is Alazia and thats since I'm on a chain. I'll just have to let her in or she'll just drag me out. I got up and nearly fell but I grabbed something to steady me. I then drunkenly walked over to the window and closed it then also locked it and had black flames barricade it as well. The room was pitch dark which I conjured a F/c wick on my finger and drunkenly stumbled back to the bed and I wrapped my body in the blanket and had everything but my mouth and nose uncovered so I can breathe. I whispered to myself "Mom I can really use your help right now but I am too ashamed of myself to even look at you...I'm such a fuck up. This...is one battle I won't ever win...the one between me and my inner demons. I conjured another bottle and started drinking it.
Timeskip 3 hours
Alazia seeing
As we started getting closer we started seeing multiple outposts, barricades, and fortifications. Charlie asked "What happened here?" I said "It seems Y/n has ordered his soldiers to start fortifying the hotel and surrounding area...most likely preparations for this fight. We passed through and we overheard two soldiers saying they haven't heard anything from Y/n in over 6 hours.As we got closer to the hotel we seen Pentious and about 500 of Y/n's men talking about making more Sentry's and barracks. Me and Charlie approached them when 4 solders stood in our way and said "Halt at once. You are entering a restricted area. Pentious said "Eassssyyy ssssoldiers. You're in the presence of the princessss of all Hell. They are alliessss and King Y/n hassss given you sssspecific ordersss to lisssten to me. Charlie asked "Pentious where's Y/n?" He said "ask husk your majesssty." She nodded and we entered the hotel and seen Y/n's soldiers helping around with the hotel.
We seen husk playing cards with a couple of them and we walked towards husk and I ask "Husk have you seen Y/n anywhere?" He said "Not in over 6 hours...but there's definitely something wrong with him. When he arrived he had this glazed over look in his eye as if he just seen something traumatic happen. The kid is bent out of shape bad. I gave him two drinks which he downed them like no tomorrow and he came back here and grabbed the strongest Alcoholic beverage we have and went to the elevators and....well it's better to see it yourselves. He got up and he looked back and smirked and said "Ohh by the way Full house buddy." The soldier slammed his fists on the bar and we followed husk and showed us the electrical panel and it was destroyed completely. He said "I looked at it as well as a few of Y/n's smartest soldiers looked at it and informed me that the elevator is broken beyond repair.
I seen how devastated Charlie was and I put my hand on her shoulder and said "go relax and do something to ease your stress dear. I'll go find Y/n and find out what happened when we were gone. She nodded and I closed my eyes and I used his soul to find him and when I got it I opened my eyes and used my shadows to take me to him and when I exited the shadow it was pitch black in here and I heard Y/n quietly say "I'm such a fuck up" I noticed how he hiccuped between every word and his voice was slurred. I had my chain form around him but it was more for a light source. I seen bottles of Alcohol scattered everywhere. I sniffed the air and together was drinking Beel-Ze juice. He must've drank the alcohol as a way to self medicate...Charlie should not see him in his current state. She would be traumatized that Y/n did this to cope with the stress and pain.

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