You are a normal human being, living a normal human life. You have two loving parents, friends, decent grades and everything is nice. What else could you ask for? You don't need anything. Nothing is missing.
One boring afternoon you didn't knew what...
Luckily when I return home I found a note from Francis and he wrote that he's gonna be out for businesses for a week. That's good in a way. However mr.Beans was not happy at all with my absence. Even though he devour his food he ignored me and gave me the silent treatment. "Come on mr. Beans.... It's not like I wanted this to happen... I promise I'm not gonna do it ever again" but he didn't react and simply looked the other way. I sighed. I can't believe that I'm talking like this with a cat.
I walked to my room and when i turned on the lights, I saw Fyodor sitting in my desk "Fyodor? How- nevermind, I have gotten used to these types of visits" he turned to me with a faint smirk "Good morning dear... Rather late aren't you? I waited quite a lot for you" "Ah really? I'm sorry for making you wait. I was busy trying to stay alive." I said unable to hide the sarcasm in my voice "I got attacked you know"
"Oh really? That sounds terrible" he said not even trying to act surprised "Yes and it was quite the funny coincidence you know... I got attacked in the place you send me to, by a psycho who wanted to know about the organization I just joined and its leader... Is this really your way of testing my loyalty?" I asked crossing my hands in front of my chest. He gotten a bit more serious "I hope you understand that this is the only way for me to trust you, dear. And just like I expected, you proved yourself worthy of joining me" he went on and I simply stared at him trying to not lose my patience. He seemed to read right through me as he approached me. He stood right in front of me, basically towering me and I took a step back keeping a safe distance.
He is way taller when he stands so close His eyes travelled to my neck and he lifted my chin. His fingers were cold, and it felt like snowflakes touching my skin. "what are you doing?" I asked confused but didn't tried to push him away. He ignored my question as he carefully untied my bandages. The layers fell one by one, revealing to his examinating eyes the scar for which he was responsible. I stared at his amethyst eyes trying to catch any glimpse of emotion, regret, satisfaction, anger, guilt, literally anything. Anything that will prove I'm not a simple tool in his eyes. That he values me as a human. I've met many people that were terrible at showing emotions but if you were to search deep into their eyes you could see- even a tiny one- proof of the existence of feelings. But in his there was nothing. And I can't help but wonder why did I want him to feel anything. Why do I care to trust him to begin with? Why do I hope that he sees me as an equal. I'm aware that this is not going to happen. I'm supposed to accept this just so I can achieve my own goal. I'm supposed to betray him in the end.
You're weak. You're trying to find an excuse to not do it. But this is your only way. Your only way to the freedom you desire, to the happiness you could never possibly achieve in the other universe. There's no time for sensitivity or mercy. Said a voice in my head and I started to feel nauseous. This doesn't sound like me. This isn't me. Or is it? What else could I be other than your own conscious? Don't be ridiculous. I am inside your head therefore I am you. The part which you have always tried so hard to silence. But by acting like you're supposed to, you give me power, and I'll become stronger, louder, until you fully embrace me... "Y/n? Does it hurt so much?" Fyodor's voice snapped me back to reality "huh? Oh no no. I just got lost in thoughts" I quickly excused myself and he nodded. His fingers pressed lightly the wound, and the coldness of his hand eased the itching feeling from the pressure he put He eventually pulled back locking his eyes with mine. "He obviously overdid it. I told him to be careful... Be sure that I'm gonna punish him for that, dear"
I raised an eyebrow "Thanks I guess?" I said not knowing how to respond to such statement. He went over to my bookshelves and looked at my books "Will I be indiscreet if I were to ask where were you yesterday and what are those clothes?" He turned his gaze at me, his purple eyes staring into my soul. "Didn't your subordinate told you?" "Well he said that he felt the garage shaking as if there was an earthquake, so he left fearing that it was a member of the detective agency" Hmm... So he doesn't know that Chuuya is involved? That's a good thing. I think I should lie "I'm not sure either to be honest. I also remember everything shaking before I passed out but after that nothing. I woke up today in a bedroom with an old lady that said she healed me"
He narrowed a bit his eyes calculating whether I was lying or not "And you didn't questioned her?" "Of course I did but she told me that she found me laying half dead in front of her house. It's not like I was in the position to interrogate her" He nodded "And the clothes are hers?" "Her daughter's" "They look expensive" "I didn't care to question her finances" He let out a small sigh closing his eyes "Give me her address then" "I'm not going to do that" He opened his eyes, piercing my soul with them "Pardon me?" "You heard me. She saved me. I don't want her to get involved with anything and get hurt because of me" "Y/n I didn't ask you about it. I demand it. She saw your face and she will know that you're alive. Even if she didn't knew about your experiments, the condition she found you will make her suspicious. We need no witnesses "
I could feel my heart stopping. I need to think a way out of this. "I'll take care of it. I'll make her forget that she saw me. There was a poison that they used centuries ago that could wipe out memories. I'll make a cake or something, put in the poison and give it to her as a thank you. She will eat, she will forget and everything will be fine! How about that" He stared at me for a while deep in thoughts "Fine. I'll let you do just that." He then chuckled "What's so funny?" "Oh it's just very entertaining how you want to keep an old lady alive when your past crimes are so much worse" I didn't respond and looked at anything but his eyes
"it's like.... You're a completely different person" he continued with his deadly calm voice. I shallowed hard as I could feel the temperature falling dangerously low and I couldn't tell if it was the room or my body. His icy eyes stared at me and he had a cruel smile on his pale face as if he was telling me that he knew. But he can't! Y/n never once mentioned him in her letters or anywhere. He may simply suspect something but I can't let my guards fall down
I quickly pulled myself together "Well people change. I don't want to keep up with that sinful past of mine." His expression remained calm like he expected such reaction. His eyes went to the window "I think I stayed longer than what I was supposed to. You'll find a note with a location. Be there in 3 days from now, when the sun is about to set" "this time be actually there" I said and he side glanced at me with a smirk walking away leaving my house without another word. As he left, I could feel that my heartbeat returned to normal and I could think clearly. Shit...That was quite the visit I looked around He definitely put secret cameras somewhere... When Francis returns, I have to tell him to take urgent measures about the security system...
~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hello everyone! Author here... I said that in the previous chapter but I'll say it again I guess. I'd really appreciate it, if you were to read this bsd related story as well🙏 Also I'd like to say that you're more than free to make suggestions for the "Me and the Devil" story ( I'll try to include as many as possible) or give me ideas about the "Bsd x reader" chapters. Last but not least I'd like to thank you again for your support till now!🫂
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