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OK well first off this is kinda depressing...its a look into my life just like my other poems. Its about my step mom and its the least depressing one I could post. Yes there's others but they portray the deeper things. This one just minorly describes everything in a way. Well enough of that here's the poem

I dream of a perfect mom

One that doesn't await the day everything falls apart

The day I fall apart

One that sticks with me

Through thick and thin

And doesn't point to the door with every hateful mood

One that truly does love me

Not just says "I love you" for show

One that supports me

And believes in me

A mom that'll be my biggest cheerleader

Not the woman that keeps me from being me

Not the woman who is like a coin

Two-sided

But the one who is a constant in my life

Even if its one of the only ones there are

And no I don't want her to do this

Out of pity

Or fear of judgement

But from the good of her heart that she shows to everyone but me

I am 100% certain she can

Especially if she wanted to

But if she's not.....

Then its not what she wishes to do

And she does the opposite of good

Knowing exactly how I'm affected right now

Knowing exactly how badly thisll pay off in the future

and how badly scarred I will be left in the end

So terribly and desperately ALONE.

Ya so there's that. Um I don't know what to say besides vote comment and follow

Thank u I love u all (all being the very few readers here lol)

~hungergames_always AKA Annabelle ❤❤❤✌✌

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