Just A Little Bit Broken

Chapter Three

Kellin's POV

It's been about a month since I met Vic. I still don't understand why he saved me that night. I really just don't want to get close to Vic because once I loll myself I don't want to hurt him. But why would I hurt him if he doesn't care about me? Kellin shut up.

We text basically every single day now. There's never really an ending to our conversation it's just one of those conversations that never end but you just take a break for sleeping or something like that and then you resume the conversation. Vic has made me feel somewhat less shitty about myself. He makes my heart flutter when he gives me those cute little side smiles and when he complements me on something or whatever. He's just perfect in general. I hope he sticks around.

Vic's POV

"Vic it's okay I'm still here." I hear the beautiful voice of my mom right in my ears.
"I still love you."
"I'm still watching over."
"I watch out for you and Mike."
"Vic."
"Vic help me it burns."
I try replying to ask her what but when I go to open my mouth no words come out.
"Vic the fire burns don't just stand there help me! Vic please help me, baby!" All I can hear is the frantic screams of my mother as the scene of her burning to death in the house fire once caused years ago. I try running towards her but every steps feels like it takes a year.
"Vic don't let me go!"

I awake back in my room with tears streaming down my face and me sweating up a storm. I'm shaking uncontrollably and I can't breathe.
I reach over for my phone to ring Kellin. Each ring seems like it lasts for a year.
Kellin answers in a low groggy voice,
"Hello?"
I can't seem to put my words into sentences I just let out sobs.
"Vic, what's wrong?
Vic?
I'm coming over."
With that he hung up. In a matter of 5 minutes I heard him tapping on my window. I opened it and helped him climb through.
"Vic what's wrong? You've been crying, how come?"
I don't answer I just stare at the floor as single tears come from my eyes. He takes my hand and pulls me to my bed. I lay down and I just want to hold him and cry. So that's what I do and he lets me.
"Vic?"
I stay silent.
"Please talk to me." He pleads.
"I had a dream of my parents." I tell him.
"Right, and what was it about?"
"My mom dying again. I couldn't save them. I had to stand there and watch my mom burn and I-"
I broke off in tears. Kellin sat up and wrapped his arms around me.
"Vic I'm so so so sorry."
I just nodded my head and kept crying.
He held me tighter and it felt as he was holding my whole body together. Where in the hell would I be without this boy.
I pulled from the hug and pressed my lips against Kellins. He instantly kissed me back. I wrapped my arms around his waist as he tangled his hands in my hair. God I love this so much. He pressed his body into mine and as I deepened the kiss. I slid my tongue across his bottom lip before slipping it into his mouth. Kellin slid his hands down my shoulders and then down my chest. He slid them up my shirt and kept his hands there. I pulled Kellins shirt up from the bottom and slid it off him. His body was beautiful. He's so beautiful.
"You're staring." Kellin said softly.
"Why?" He asked.
"I like to look at beautiful people."
"But I'm not." He said shamefully.
"No Kellin you are so perfect."
"Vic I'm really not. I have scars and stretch marks and burn marks and I'm just so gross."
Every word felt like a knife digging into my chest.
I grabbed Kellin and hugged him so tight I just want him to be happy.
"Kellin?"
He sniffed. God I hate when he cries.
"Yeah?"
I took a deep breath.
"I love you."

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SORRY SHORT CHAPTER BUT YEAH IDK I HOW AM I DOING SO FAR ON MY BOOK? :D