I don't wanna be here.
I don't wanna be anywhere.
This world fills me with fear.
Stay? I wouldn't dare.
I'm so empty inside,
Alone with my mind.
Thoughts I have to hide,
Lest they find.
Find the truth about me,
Why I hate myself.
Find the truth about me,
Why I don't give a shit about my health.
I'm tired of trying,
Tired of hatred.
Tired of dying,
Tired of feeling dead.
Why do I hate myself, you ask.
Because I'm shit, that's why.
Today should be my last,
I want to die.
People, they say,
"Just be happy!"
"It'll be okay!"
That's not how it works,
You ignorant shits.
Everything hurts,
You fucking twits.
I can't just be okay,
I can't just be great.
I can't even go a day,
Without self hate.
There is a girl,
She lives in my head.
Her name is Self Hate,
And she wants me dead.
Do you understand why I don't want to be here?
Why I don't want to be anywhere?
Now alone with my fear,
Stay? I wouldn't dare.
YOU ARE READING
A book of poetry
PoetryThis is a bunch of poetry I either wrote or found. The ones with an asterisk (*) in the title are the ones I wrote. Any others I found. Please no stealing the ones I wrote and please don't criticize them too harshly. I did my best on them.
