•McCann's|Jason McCann •

Chapter 10

Gabriella's P.O.V.

I was shocked at Jason's outburst, I had no clue why he was speaking like this to me but I didn't like it.

"Why though? He hugged me, I hugged back, we didn't do anything, like I said he's my friend why do you think so low of me" I replied making sure I didn't cry.

"Why the fuck are you even hugging other boys?! I don't think low of you, I just don't want you hugging other boys that's it, you tell me you fucking love me and you go do this?" He scoffed looking at me as if he had something huge against me.

"I can't hug boys? Why are you acting like I hug every boy that comes near me, they are my friends who I've known for a long time, you know them too, why is it such a huge deal?" I asked, everything seemed to be ending with a question.

"You're not getting the point, if you love me, and only me, then why do you feel the need to hug other boys? Makes me sick " He spat.

I looked the other way as I had my arm resting on the side of his door leaning it on my head as a tear dropped.

"Well if that's what you think of me" I muttered not looking at him because I knew I would cry more.

"I don't... princess don't cry" he said realising what he said was wrong, "forget it Jason " I said opening the door and leaving, I wiped my tears with the back of my hand as I opened the door to my house and walked in, I saw my mum come out of the kitchen, she realised I was crying and her facial expressions changed.

"Oh baby what happened?" She said, I wasn't in the mood to talk so I shook my head and made my head and walked up the stairs and to my room, I locked the doors behind me and just broke down, to know that someone who I loved more than anything in this world thought so low of me made me physically depressed. I loved Jason, and I still do, but I hated this side of him were he would get over protective and every little thing I'd do would be under a microscope and he was just lash out at me, lose his temper and say things he probably didn't even mean, I mean saying I made him sick just because I hugged a boy, understandable if It was a random boy, but he knows Liam, I know Liam, we're close, I would never hurt Jason like that and do something with another boy, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I ever did, so for him to think so low of me hurt me.

I loved how Jason did care about me, but I was all the little things like this, I wasn't allowed to to a hug a boy because I was his, I wasn't allowed to get too close to a boy because I was his, another boy wasn't even allowed to look at me without Jason beating them up, it was hard because now I knew that Jason didn't trust me and I didn't know what to do to earn that trust.

"Gabi honey, do you want to talk? Or anything to eat?" I heard my mum's voice from the other side of my door.

"I just... want to be alone right now" I said and cleaned my tears.

"Okay sweetie, call me if anything" She said before I heard her go back downstairs.

I closed my eyes briefly as I stopped crying.

Jason was just afraid of losing me like everyone else in his life left, and I meant a lot to him, but I couldn't go on like this, he should trust me and know that I wouldn't do anything to hurt him, ever, I mean I love him after all.