Isac's POV
Another pointless day .
Another day wasted .
Another day without ..... Her .
I took another drag of the dangling cigarette .
I blew out the thick, steamy cloud .
3 years .
3 fucking years since I lost my sunshine .
That's almost 1095 days .
1095 days since we all changed .
It wasn't just me .
We all lost the plot without her .
Julia stopped smiling as much , the little glow she had faded out . She stopped thinking on the whole , she was gone .
Alex stopped caring about everyone and everything , including Julia .
Danu and Lasse had lost the spark they had . First the pranks stopped then the teasing and eventually the laughter .
Noora ...... she was the only one that hadn't changed . She tried making it all seem like nothing happened , of course everyone hated her now .
Me . Well as you figured I've taken up smoking now . It's the only way I can make sure I don't feel anything . Just like everyone else I stopped caring about everything and everyone .
I stopped smiling .
laughing .
Being me .
The only times I smiled now was when I had to force myself to smile for the cameras or for the fans .
The fans weren't stupid .
They knew something had happened .
Something had changed .
They didn't want to interfere .
And that was something I was thankful for .
There was only one thing I cared about nowadays .
Jasmine Porter .
My soulmate .
The girl I had so stupidly thrown away .
Just like that .
she left .
She left and she never bothered to turn back .
She forgot about us .
She hated us .
No scratch that .
She hated ME.
I remember finding out about her .
Finding out what she left us for .
We were in the car going back to the studio .
Alex and Julia were on the verge of breaking up .
Julia's long blonde rapunzel kind of hair , was cut short , dyed black and was everywhere .
Alex's eyes gave it all way . Just how much he was hurting over Julia , the way she had closed up and had changed .
Danu and Lasse who would of usually be screaming , were silent . Their faces grim with pain and loss .
Noora was talking , well she was trying to talk . No one was actually listening to her .
Me. I was trying to block everyone out and just think about jasmine .
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Fast Forward - Isac Elliot ( Sequel to Countdown)
Fanfiction"Why can I not Fast Forward my life , to when I'm finally happy and don't have to try mend the heart that you broke almost 3 years ago !?! "
