Chapter 26 - 1296 days. 22 hours. 01 minutes. 49 seconds.

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Jai's POV

Jasmine walked out the room not looking back.

"Crap," I mumbled, spotting the blood on the floor.

I looked up at Karissa and bit the insides of my cheek .

"Can you not handle you girlfriend? " A smirking Isac asked.

"Did you handle her when she was your girlfriend? " I sneered. "Oh wait, No you cheated on her, "

Isac's face filled with fury as the words sunk down.

"Do you want me to go see her? " I heard Julia ask.

I shook my head.

"I'll handle her, "I said, grabbing her phone of the couch. "You guys teach this bitch a lesson, "

I looked back at Karissa, who had only had slight scratches on her face.

I shook my head before walking out the room and down the empty corridors.

Why did bad things always happen to Jasmine? Her mum leaving her was bad enough but everything else that took place afterward only just broke her even more, and somewhere in my head I knew she was going to break one day.

There is a limit for someone's walls. Her walls had already been cracked and broken enough. By her mum, her old friends and worst of all by Isac.

I sighed.

She doesn't love me. I know that, you can see it in her blue eyes that her heart belonged to someone else. She was trying to make sure what she had with Isac could be replaced with what she had with me. But the truth is that is not love.

That is far from love.

Love is confusing and I've only just realised that. I see the way Jasmine looks at Isac. The way her eyes light up at the mention of his name but at the same time the hatred she had for him was just as loud. The battle she had within herself over Isac was something only she could feel and for that I felt sorry for her.

When you love someone so much but at the same time you hate them for the bullshit that they put you through.

Isac was Jasmine's drug and Jasmine was Isac's drug.

They both want each other.

Isac may be with that bitch, but it doesn't take a genius to look at him and realise its jasmine whom he likes. It's always been her but he was pretty dumb to mess it up.

Not once, but twice.

I stopped outside Jasmine's door and knocked.

I watched as the door slightly cracked open.

"Jas," I mumbled, feeling her body slide into mine.

I could feel her body vibrate from the sobs loudly coming out of her mouth.

"It's not fair, "She mumbled.

I leaned down and picked her up bridal style and carried her towards the bathroom.

I placed her onto the counter by the sink and opened up the cupboard to get the first aid kit.

Her head was bent down so her blonde and green hair covered her pale face, which was filled with tears and blood.

"Babe look at me, "I whispered, tugging softly on her hair.

She stayed silent.

"Jas," I whispered again, causing her to look up.

She was trying hard to stop crying, she didn't like crying in front of people. Whoever it was. She had always thought that you were weak if you cried in front of people.

It felt my heart break as I saw the broken girl In front of me, and for the first time since I met her. I saw the innocent and vulnerable side of her.

I grabbed a cotton wool and wet it before softly dragging it over the bleeding wound, causing her to let put a soft whimper.

I then picked up her hand and cleaned up her bloody knuckles, before swiftly wrapping a bandage around her hand.

Through the whole thing Jasmine had stayed completely silent.

I stepped in between her dangling legs and gripped her face in my hand, causing her to shudder.

"Your worth so much more than that, and you know that, "I said, causing her eyes to travel towards my own. "You're the strongest person I've ever met in my life, you've had to go through so much bullshit in your life, "

Her hand trailed its way towards my shoulders.

"You are the reason so many people are still alive, "I said referring to her fans. "You are the reason so many people are still in love, are happy with themselves,"

I pushed her long hair behind her ear.

"It baffles me that you make other people so happy with themselves but you your self is so broken, "I muttered.

I brushed her face softly, making her close her clear sparkling blue eyes.

I leaned down and kissed her on the lip, she kissed me with just as much force making me feel alive but I felt my heart drop as I came to realisation.

How long was this going to happen for?

How long am I going to be her make shift Isac for?

Heyyy

This is why I preferred Jasmine and Isac instead of Jasmine and Isac, because whatever Jas and Jai have it's all kinda make belief .

I find that really sad about relationships. So many people fake being in love because they want to feel like someone's there for them but like it just ends with bullshit and coming from personal experience, It really sucks to get over someone. You spend so much time and effort trying to forget them only to be reminded of how you're trying to get over that certain person ...

I can genuinely say that like 3 years ago I didn't believe in love. In year 7 I hated boys and the concept of romance and I'd just like pull a face. 3 years on and now I'm realising just how much I've changed and my views have changed.

I think what so many people think is that it's your Boyfriend/Girlfriend who is the person you have to love the most and think of them as a soulmate , and that is so not true . A soulmate is the person who understand you the most, The person who wants to see you always happy, There person who tries so hard to make you feel wanted .

As the generation keep evolving, Everything is starting to happen earlier . Drugs , Alcohols , Suicide , Depression , Love , Fall outs , Getting arrested etc.... I think that is unfair and I wish I could change the world so people didn't have to go through the hurt and bullshit in their lives .

Wow ... Sorry I rambled on .

When I'm older I want to be a teacher , Because I love kids , But at the same time I want to help like future generations be alright . Be happy with themselves and not have themselves at their worst enemies and stuff .... So yeah .

That felt good getting out .

Sorry guys , You probably won't even read this ...

Anyways hope you enjoy ....

Byeeee xxx

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