Tyson/Nikki: Let Her Go

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AN: Hi. I'm updating... Again... Anyway, let's not focus on my creepy obsession with writing one shots, here's Tyson/Nikki based on Let Her Go, in Tyson's POV.

Well you only need the light when it's burning low.
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow.
Only know you love her when you let her go.

I again watched Nikki Bella's last match, before she left. We used to date, I was in love with her... I still am. She had a family emergency, so she had to leave. I begged to come with, but the Authority said no. Nikki said she doesn't know when she's coming back, so I should find someone else.

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low.
Only hate the road when you're missin' home.
Only know you love her when you let her go.
And you let her go.

I never did find anyone else. I loved her, and only her. I remember the day she walked out those doors. The day my heart was crushed into a thousand pieces. I didn't try to stop her, I let her go. Tears slowly rolled down my face, from the memory of Nikki looking back and me... Mouthing "I love you.", before she left.

Staring at the bottom of your glass.
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last.
But dreams come slow and they go so fast.

It took me my whole life to find the one, she was the one. Yet it only took her 5 seconds to leave. I don't know if I was ever going to see her again. She doesn't answer my texts or calls. Brie wouldn't either. Where did I go wrong?

You see her when you close your eyes.
Maybe one day you'll understand why.
Everything you touch surely dies.

I closed my eyes, thinking about her. Thinking of all the things we did together. Our first date. Our first kiss. She was all I thought about. I couldn't focus on anything anymore.

But you only need the light when it's burning low.
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow.
Only know you love her when you let her go.

I never knew I could feel like this. I felt horrible, I should of went with her. I should of loved her more than I showed. Now that she's gone, I can only think about my mistakes. I can only think I will never fix them. She was the love of my life.

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low.
Only hate the road when you're missin' home.
Only know you love her when you let her go.

Family and friends worried for me. I never talked anymore. Every move I make, pains me because I know she's not here. I've seen pictures of her, from wherever she's at. She always looked the same in them, tears in her eyes. It hurt to look at her like that and know I couldn't help.

Staring at the ceiling in the dark.
Same old empty feeling in your heart.
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast.

I feel empty, she completed me. She was my other half. At nights, I would stare up at the ceiling. I didn't want to sleep without her, but I had to. I pray to see her again. For her to come back.

Well you see her when you fall asleep.
But never to touch and never to keep.
'Cause you loved her too much.
And you dived too deep.

She haunts my dreams. It won't go away. In dreams I see her, I can't talk to her, nothing. Its just here walking out of the doors and out of my life. I loved her so much, too much.

Well you only need the light when it's burning low.
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow.
Only know you love her when you let her go.

The only thing I wish for is to talk to her one more time. I miss her voice. I miss her smile. I miss her personality. I miss her kind heart. I miss her.

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low.
Only hate the road when you're missin' home.
Only know you love her when you let her go.

I walked around Nikki and I's old house, looking at all of the memories here. I walked into her closet. It was empty, not a thing in here. I ran my fingers across the shelves.

And you let her go. (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go. (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

She was my everything. Every thought I have involves her. I blame myself for this, I should of went with her. I just want to be able to call her mine again.

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

I looked out the window and a couple walked by, wrapped in each others arms. Nikki and I used to do that. I stared at the ongoing traffic, with tears still pouring down my face.

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low.
Only hate the road when you're missin' home.
Only know you love her when you let her go.

We did everything together. It was as if we were one. I walked away from the window and sat down. Something shining in the light caught my eye.

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low.
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow.
Only know you love her when you let her go.

I walked over to it and picked it up. Nikki's engagement ring. I was never able to propose. She left before my plan was set up. I sighed as I put the ring down.

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low.
Only hate the road when you're missin' home.
Only know you love her when you let her go.

I thought about the words she said before she left. They haunted me. I shouldn't of let her leave without me. Its my fault she's gone. I love her so much. She was perfect, in my eyes she was all I could ask for and more. She was my one and only.

And you let her go.

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