Chapter 6

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Y/N's POV

I'm sitting at the studio alone writting song in my notebook.Emily has been texting and calling me all day but I haven't responded to her I don't even know what to say to her , I thought she was one of those girls I trust to love me,O don't even want to hear what she says,I'm just tired feeling like this.

Do I have a sign on my head and say cheat on me?

I came up with a song called Same Old Love ( pretend its not a selena gomez song)

I figure out some beats to the song and played it while I sing along with it.

Take away all your things and go
You can't take back what you said, I know
I've heard it all before, at least a million times
I'm not one to forget, you know

I don't believe, I don't believe it
You left in peace, left me in pieces
Too hard to breathe, I'm on my knees
Right now, 'ow

I'm so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up
I'm so sick of that same old love, my body's had enough
Oh, (that same old love) [x2]
I'm so sick of that same old love, feels like I've blown apart
I'm so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart
Oh, (that same old love) [x2]

I'm not spending any time, wasting tonight on you
I know, I've heard it all
So don't you try and change your mind
Cause I won't be changing too, you know

You can't believe, still can't believe it
You left me in peace, left me in pieces
Too hard to breathe, I'm on my knees
Right now, 'ow

I'm so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up
I'm so sick of that same old love, my body's had enough
Oh, (that same old love) [x2]
I'm so sick of that same old love, feels like I've blown apart
I'm so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart
Oh, (that same old love) [x2]

I'm so sick of that, so sick of that love [x4]

I'm so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up
I'm so sick of that same old love, my body's had enough
Oh, (that same old love) [x2]
I'm so sick of that same old love, feels like I've blown apart
I'm so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart
Oh, (that same old love) [x2]

A tear ran down my cheek.

Gosh I'm sick of the same old love but the beat will do it for the song.

Lauren's POV

I was gonna go in the studio to see if y/n was okay because he didn't look to happy , he looked more like sad.

The door to the studio was slightly open and hear y/n singing his heart out.

When he finished his song I saw a tear run down his face and tears run down my face to.I was about to step foward to get a better look at him but failed and end up falling down causing y/n to help me up.

"Oh gosh Lauren are you okay?" He said concernly

Why is he so darn cute.

"U-hh I-Im fine just stupid me tripping on my own shoelace " I nervously giggled and so did he.

"Umm well where you there the hole time"

"U-mm n-no y-yeas I was there the hole time"

Damn I can't even lie.

"Your song that was amazing, you know your songs will become a hit but if you don't mind me asking who was that song about." I asked him curiously

"Uh well lets sit down first yea" we both walk and take a seat on the couch.

"Umm well that song was about Emily and well you..." He whispered the last part but I still heard.

Me? Why me?But I decided not to ask.

"What happen?"

"I don'-

"No you can tell me what's going on because it's not good for you to keep your feelings to yourself." I cut y/n off.

"Well some feelings you have to keep yourself but alright i guess I'll tell you " y/n mumble as I wait for him to continue but he still looks sad.

What's got my poor baby sad?

"So uhh you know when you told me if I was okay and I said I was fine" he said as I nod

"Well I lied, I wasn't well still am not fine uhh so before that I answered my phone and ot was Emily and well I-I h-eard her m-moaning and t-telling someone e-else to fuck her and I guess she didn't know she had called me and well I know she's cheating on me now and it feels like 3 years ago again but with someone else who I thought loved me,I guess nobody will love and never cheat on me you get me I'm just me the y/n everybody cheats on and throws me away when their done." He mumbled sadly when he told me and I'm sitting next to him feeling guilty as ever.

Why am I so stupid? He doesn't deserve any of this , he deserves to be happy and loved, I just wish its with me.

What about Brad? Forget him you know he is cheating on you.

"I'm so sorry y/n you don't deserve that you deserve everything your a great guy and I'm really truly deeply sorry for what I did to you I really am I just wish you would forgive me , I still love you and what I did was stupid I was thinking but now that we are more mature can you find it in your heart and please forgive me and maybe go back how me and you use to be or maybe just friends " I said shyly and well y/n looked shocked.

"Uhh what about Brad?" Y/n said scratching the back of his head.

"Forget about him I know his cheating on me to....

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A/N: Will you forgive Lauren and go back to the way it use to be or as friends or maybe neither?

Wait and find out for next chapter.

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