Never give up

chapter 41

chapter 41

I finished getting dressed after the little romantic moment me and kevin just shared. Kevin was in his office getting some things together and hopful he would be done soon.

~kev

~yes love?

~I'm going to go down to the beach for a while

~okay i'll meet you there in a moment

~i love you

~I love you more

I smiled and walked out of the house letting the sweet smelling breeze engulf me. i wanted life to be like this forever, quiet, calm, and most of all no fear.

I laid down on the beach chair hopping i would catch a quick tan for the way back home. after about an hour i fell asleep letting the sounds of the waves rock me.

"Baby?" Kevin's sweet voice trailed threw my body

"Mmmm Kevin" I moaned as his hands massaged my shoulders

"Shh baby relax today is your day" He whispered and left a soft kiss on my lips before he started massaging my body

about 20 minutes when by with Kevin just massaging me and thats when my wolf wanted his again.

~give me mate!

~no not now we have been having to much sex we need to calm down

~Your a strong were wolf Nicole you heal fast so why are you stopping the prosses?

~I am not!

~yes you are you keep telling yourself your sick so the prosses will slow down

~and why didn't you tell me this before.....

~Because your smart nicole you need to earn more about this its not a game

~I didn't say it was a game! I'm new to this okay! I just got married and now i have to go kill my father so Its kinda hard to have a school lesson right now!

~Your not understanding what i'm saying. I didn't mean to call you dumb its just you need to learn more about us so we don't go off and do something stupid.

I sighed and looked down at kevin who was massaging my feet but listing to the whole thing

~ I thought you had to help me?

~ I'm trying nicole but you just keep thinking about kevin and thats kinda pulling you from learning

~ What the fuck hes my mate how can i not stop thinking about him! Your nuts okay you have no idea what your saying so please just shut the fuck up!

i felt her whimper and curl up not saying another word

"You know shes right" Kevin said pulling me out of my mental fight with my wolf

"So your saying i shouldn't think about you anymore?" I asked raising my eye brow

"No baby i love that you think about me, hell it turns me on but we need to learn more about this if we are about to fight like we need learn more so we don't fuck it up" He said sitting next to me

"So what do we do forget about us until we fuck up my dad?" I asked

He shook his head and stroked my cheek

"No baby, we have sex" He said softly

"What!" I yepled

"I mean i love having sex with you baby but how is that going to help us learn anything?" I stuttered off