The sadness that I live in

"Baby dont cut."

Hey everyone, so I've been feeling depressed lately and I cut myself for the first time, if you've read my latest update on my book, "true feelings" you'll see, but I put a picture up above so u could see. So, this isn't anything I own, this song belongs to MGK, or Machine Gun Kelly. It's called "Baby Don't Cut" and I just felt like this was the perfect place to share it so, enjoy.

"She's only 17 her whole life ahead of her,
She hates school cause the people there discredit her,
Her boyfriend try's to tell her that's not how it seems,
Though everyday she just gets lowered with her self esteem.
He lets her know that every night will have a brighter day,
She even tried to overdoes, and take her life away."
(Just letting you know I may skip some of the lyrics cause I do t remember them oops!)
"He tries to hold her, but with every touch she still resists.
And then he sees the scars that bury deep within her wrist.
He begs and pleads her why,
She said this way she has control of the way she feels inside.
He's asking her how it's been going since you felt this,
Way because I'm sitting here feeling so damn helpless.
She says it's been awhile, I guess I needed better luck,
And then he screams at her tells her baby never cut!"

Chorus:

"Nobody seems to get you,
You feel you're on your own,
So listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut,
You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut.

I know your heart is hurting,
You think the road has end,
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend,
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut,
You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut."

"The next day at school she's feeling better than the day before,
Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corridor.
But all that seemed to end, she dropped her books when she walked into class,
And all the students in the room just seemed to point and laugh.
She couldn't take it anymore, she sent her boy a text.
She said I love you with my body, heart, and soul to death.
He thought nothing, typed I love you then he sent it.
By death he didn't know she had literally just meant it.
She ducked her next class, ran home into her bathroom.
Thought to herself, she wouldn't break her promise that,
1cut, 2cuts, 3cuts, 4
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor.
Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated.
He followed it, ran down into her house, he never waited.
The front door was open, he heard the water running,
He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started jumpin.

Chorus:

"Nobody seems to get you,
You feel you're on your own,
So listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut,
You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut.

I know your heart is hurting,
You think the road has end,
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend,
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut,
You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut."

(Something about him holding her in the bathroom)
"Feeling mad angry like somebody led her onto this,
Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting outta consciousness,
Thinking to himself, why the hell didn't she stop at will?
The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital.
Paramedics rush her in, doctor calls emergency,
She's lost a lotta blood, the place looks like a murder scene.
An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face,
And says excuse me for the words that I'm about to say.
I'm sorry for your loss, the boy just start collapsing,
His own world, his own girl! Just took a crashing,
Saying to himself, that it's his fault, and that he let it up.
Baby I thought you made a promise, you would never cut.

Chorus:

"Nobody seems to get you,
You feel you're on your own,
So listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut,
You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut.

I know your heart is hurting,
You think the road has end,
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend,
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut,
You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut."