Can I tell you guys a secret? Okay, don't judge, but....last Saturday I...I relapsed. I know, I know, I'll stop. I'm just really hurt. I know my friends are here for me, but I don't wanna bother them. Especially since some of it has to do with Mikasa. I mean, we're not friends anymore,e which I'm glad for cause al, she did was use me and lie. But when she broke it off, she did it really meanly. And, the things she said...well, let's just say I'm starting to think they're true. And Mikasa is ignoring Jean for no reason...probably because of me...ugh, how do I manage to screw other people's lives like this all the time!? And...I think I love my friend Heichou, but I'd be selfish to say anything, I mean Heichou already has a girlfriend and....she's happy. And that's all that matters.
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The sadness that I live in
PoetryThis is just some poems or stories that I wrote or lyrics that I really like. They're all sad, I believe.