Mostly Ask And Dare And Author's Notes

Difficult Love / Nankai Renai - Gumi

I got addicted to this so don't judge meh.

Romaji:

(aitai imasugu aitai)
(demo yuuki ga nai todokanai kono ai)
(te wo nobashitemo imi nante nai)
(kono sekai kirai mitai)
(aitai uso demo aitai demo monotarinai todoketai kono ai)
(demo hoshi ni negattemo nani mo kaiketsushinai mitai)

(katahoukou no akai ito)
(kyou mo tsunagu no anata e to)
(kanawanakutemo shikatanai tte jibun niwa iikikaseta kedo)
(yappari dame de uso tsukenakute)
(anata no koto de ippai de)

(katte ni)
(suki ni natta watashi ga warui no)
(dakara nani mo motomenai no)
(anata no sugata anata no shigusa)
(anata no koe de juubun de)
(datte ne koi ni ochita watashi wa sore dake de mune ga kurushikunacchau no)
(takanozomi desho? hitorijime nante)

(kore tte unmei?)
(tte kanchigai shichau kurai)
(kako ni keiken nai)
(kyuutenkai suru kamo shirenai kono sekai kiraijanai kamo)
(ano hi irai anata igai doudemo ii tte kurai)
(suki ni nareba naru hodo akiramerarenai kono ai)

(aete nankaina toi tokou to shiteru no shikatanai no)
(sukoshi jikan wa kakarukedo koi ni jikanseigen nai desho?)

(naite nanka nai yo)
(mada akiramete nanka nai yo)
(yappari dame de)
(uso tsukenakute)
(anata no koto de ippaide)
(katte ni)
(suki ni nacchatta)
(gomen ne)
(dakedo omoi osaekirenai no)
(anata ni kono sai watashi no kono ai tashikamete mitai "sukida yo" tte)
(datte ne koi suru no wa jiyuu desho?)
(itsumademo mi wo hiku hitsuyou nai no)

(mada kataomoi demo)
(itsuka anata e to)
(atte mitsumeatte anata ga sukidatte tsutaete minakya)
(wakaranai yo)
(anata no me no mae made ikeru kurai kyori chijimetai sukoshi zutsu ne)

(katte ni suki ni mokuhyou kimechatta)
(kore ga watashi nari ni dashita "kaitou")
(teishutsushitai no itsuka anata e to)
(ketsuishita ai wo itsuka anata e to)

English:

I want to see you, I want to see you now
But, I don't have the courage to express love
There's no point in reaching my hand for
I think I don't like the world like this
I want to see you, I want to see you even if it's a fake
But, that's not enough, I want to express my love
But, as I wish upon the stars, nothing seems to be solved

The one-way red thread of fate
Today I'll tie it to you again
Though I told myself it was not surprising even if my wish would not come true
I knew I just couldn't, I couldn't lie to myself
And my heart is filled with you

Without asking you
I fell for you, I'm to blame for it
So I won't ask you anything
Just seeing your figure, watching your gestures
And hearing your voice are enough for me
Cause, you know, since I fell in love, those alone have made me feel uneasy
Having you all for myself is too much to ask, isn't it?

"Is it destiny?"
I'm confusing myself, thinking that way
As I've never experienced something like this
It might change rapidly, maybe I don't hate the world
Since that day, I haven't cared about others, but you
The more I love you, the more I can't give up on love

I dare to solve the difficult question, it can't be helped
It would take time a little, but, there's no time limit on love, right?

I'm not crying at all
I haven't even given up yet
I knew I just couldn't
I couldn't lie to myself
And my heart is filled with you

Without asking you
I fell for you
I'm sorry
But, I can't stop loving you
When it comes to this, I want to tell you "I love you" to know
Cause, you know, love should be free, right?
I don't need to back away from it any longer

Though I'm still in one-sided love
Someday I want to tell it to you
Till we meet and see each other and I tell you I love you
No one knows what will happen
I want to close the distance little by little, so I can go in front of you

Without asking you I chose the goal as I like
This is "the answer" I provided by myself
Someday I want to hand in it to you
Someday I want to tell the love I decided to you