Lauren POV:
"So this is the end?" I asked her as tears streamed down my face rapidly.
"Yes. We had a good run, but I'm setting you free. To do as you want, to do as you please... Without me." she said as her voice cracked.
I know she doesn't want to do this, I know she doesn't want to break my heart. This is all managements fault! They won't let me come out with Y/N, they said that they're gonna make me date some random ass guy for publicity. I wasn't having any of it, I told them I'd rather get dropped from the label than date someone else that isn't Y/N. She heard about that and I guess she thinks she's holding me back.
"Baby, please. Don't do this. We can make this work. I'll talk to management again, just... just don't fucking leave me, please Y/N. I love you so fucking much." I sobbed out as I walked closer to her.
"Lauren, I'm holding you back. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I was the reason you didn't live out your dream. You'll find someone else, someone better than me." she said, but I knew she didn't mean that. I didn't believe her. I can't find someone better than her, she's all I'll ever need.
"I don't fucking care. My dreams aren't complete without you. I need you by my side Y/N! I'm not going to lose you over this, please don't leave me. I'm begging you. You're my everything. Singing, writing, and traveling the world means absolutely nothing if you're not by my side along the way. You're the most important thing in my entire life. I want you to know with everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul. I'd bleed my heart out to show and I won't let go. I'm never fucking letting you go, so please, don't let me go. Don't let all we've been through go over some stupid little thing, there are plenty of other lables willing to sign me, and I'll make sure that they're okay with me and you being together." I told her as I cupped her face, making her look at me.
"What if none of them don't?" she asked as more tears started to stream down her face.
"Then it doesn't matter. I'll quit singing, I'll quit it all."
"You see? I don't want you to do that. I don't want you to give up on your dreams for me. I'm not worth it." she says and my heart breaks even more than it already has. How can she say or even think that?!
"You're worth completely eveything Y/N. How am I supposed to go on without you? I can't. I just can't. Please don't leave me, please." I pleaded once again.
She just shook her head and moved out of my hold.
"I'm so sorry Lauren." she said as she grabbed her bags and walked out of our apartment. I ran after her but it was too late, she was already gone.
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I don't know where this came from... I don't know when or if I'll write a part two...
There were some song lyrics in this (not the worth it one), if you noticed them, I fucking love you.
I'm still on my break, don't ask me to update anything, I just got a bit of emotional inspiration...
