Forgetting

Chapter 15

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AUTHORS NOTE: okay so I apologize in advance for this short and sucky chapter. It's sort of a filler chapter for all the stuff that's coming up that's going to happen! Trust me, you think you know where I'm going with this? Well, I'll just keep you on your toes. Anywho, thank you to everyone that has been reading, I really REALLY appreciate it!! Please stick with me, even if this chapter sucks balls. Haha.

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Jake's P.O.V.

Chapter 15

Pacing. That's what I've been doing for the past three hours. I would try and sit next to Kaley's hospital bed, but then I'd get impatient and get up again. Why didn't I just say something to her when I knew she was cutting? I could've prevented all of this. I don't even know why I care, it's not like she has feelings for me back. I'm just a friend to her. Besides, I have Emma. She's so much better than Kaley sometimes. Emma makes me feel loved back, and she makes me smile all of the time! Well sure Kaley makes me smile, but she doesn't make me feel loved like Emma does.

I walk over to Kaley's bed to sit down, then I grab her hand just to hold it. Maybe it'll let her know that I'm out here waiting for her to wake up. Gosh, I'm so pathetic, why do I even care so much about her? Sure she was the first girl I met when I moved down here, but I've met plenty of other girls since I've been here, like Emma. I met Emma while I was just walking around town one day without Kaley. Ugh, why do my thoughts keep going between Emma and Kaley?? I hate this. I need to choose, I'm just so confused, I don't know who I want more, they're both so amazing. I've known Kaley longer than I've known Emma, but I also feel more of a connection with Emma. At the same time, I could never see myself without Kaley. I fucking hate this. I probably sound like some love struck girl. Ugh.

Kaley's hand jerked a little and I gripped it tighter.

"Kaley, I know you can hear me, please, please wake up." I sat there with hopeful eyes for what seemed like ages until my phone started ringing.

"Hello?"

"Babe, lets go do something." Emma replied.

"You know I'm at the hospital waiting for Kaley to wake up."

"Oh my god, who cares? Honestly, just pick one. Either you come hang out with me, or you stay there with that suicidal freak."

"Babe, why do you have to be like this? You know Kaley is important to me."

"Okay, so? I should be important to you too, and I'm actually awake right now so come meet me at the beach."

"Okay, fine, I'll be there." I replied, sighing, while hanging up quickly.

I leaned over to Kaley and kissed her on the forehead.

"I'll be back Kaley, see you soon." I whispered to her as I got up and made my way out the door to the beach. I hated leaving her there by herself, because she might wake up and get depressed if she thinks that I haven't been around waiting for her. But at the same time, I've got to keep up my duties of being a boyfriend to Emma, even if sometimes she seems like a total bitch.