My brother ( kian lawely ) book 1

18.

I can't believe I got 100 reads that's amazing thank you so much anyway on with the story

Zoeys POV:

I woke up to some idiots banging pans together I get up and slowly walk to the kitchen where surprisingly everyone's there so we started talking and before I knew it this happened "zoey you couldn't last a day with these boys" jenn says "hunny I could last a week" I say sassily "fine I'll see you next Monday then" jenn says she walks upstairs to pack "she's not being serious is she'' I say turning round to the boys "we can look after you" matt says he picks me up and throws me in the air "again again" I shout "hell no pass her over" Nash says matt hands me over to Nash while he just holds me moments later jenn comes down "okay I've packed my suitcase and I'm visiting my mom for a week good luck zoey" jenn says and walks out I jump out of Nashs arms and start to run after her when two strong arms pick me up "zoey we'll be fine" cam says "we need jenn Sam call her please" I beg "zoey she's visiting her mom I can look after you so can Nash matt carter Cameron Taylor and Hayes is coming tomorrow" Sam says "nooooooooooooo" I yell "why don't we make a video" Sam says "yeah" cam says and drops me on the floor me being the over dramatic bitch I am decides to pretend to die "guys tell kian I love him also cam your an idiot and all my moneys goes to kian all my shit goes to cam and goodbye world" I say and dramatically fall to the floor and die Cameron picks me up "yeah shut up'' he says and throws me to the couch "my back" I yell everyone else jumps on the couch "owwwww" I scream "get of you piles or poop" I scream "oww oww my back get of now" I scream they roll onto the floor "jenn I'm sorry come back" I say "gurl calm yo damn ass down" matt says "we need to make a video" Nash says so we set it up and on the couch it's carter Taylor cam Nash Sam and matt so the plan was they were gonna start the video then I'd jump on them great i know "hey guys its me Nash I'm here with carter Taylor cam Sam and matt" he says "oh and are special guest zoey" he says I run and jump on them "get off" matt yells and pushes me to the floor I lie there and sing "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger stronger" "yeah yeah get yo ass up" matt says "fine" I say and sit on him he wraps his arms round my waist "your mine" he says "bish I'm a Cameron girl" I say they start laughing "guys first question whats your favourite song" Nash asks "guys guys my favourite song is Cameron Dallas is my boyfriend ohh I love him soooooo'' I sing "yassss gurl" Cameron says while giving me a high five "you know what zoey I'm tired of your shit ever since you came and sat on me you've just been horrible go sit with Cameron if you love him so much" matt says "awww matt I didn't mean to hurt you feelings" I say while looking down and feeling guilty "zoey I'm joking awww baby I love you" he says holding me tight '' aww Hun I love you to" I say while laughing "okay next question'' Nash says while scrolling through his twitter feed "how is everyone in hospital" Nash says "well ummm....." Nash says they all look at me "what it's fine what happened was they all went out with out me and I heard a door open and these 5 idiots were here they told me and they got into a car crash and yeah" I say matt hugged me tighter I was trying so hard not to cry for the rest of the video I was staring into space thinking about everything "zoey zoey" matt says shaking me "what" I ask "whats your relationship status" he asks "to good for boys" I say they start laughing like bish I'm serious soon enough we end the video and hang out but then this happened "guys I'm hungry" I moan "then get food" cam says "you have to make me dinner" I say "we are not your slaves" Nash says "fine" I say I walk to the kitchen I want pizza I go to the freezer and get the pizza on the box it says deep pan or something like that I start looking for pans found one I put the pizza in it now what do I do I put it on the stove and did some stuff then the smoke alarm went of "ahhhhhhhh" I scream they boys came running in "what did you do" matt asks "making dinner" I say he takes a look "go sit on the couch" he says I walk away they looked really annoyed with me my chest starts getting tight and I started breathing heavily shit I'm having a panic attack but they told me to sit on the couch I need Sam though I sit on the couch and pull my legs up to my chest it's getting worse my hands are shaking I sit on them to stop it but now my whole body is shaking tears are silently rolling down my cheeks I curl into a ball and try calm down "zoey what are you doing" matt asks I can't respond the panic attack is taking over my body I'm shivering when it's summer I'm going crazy "zoey" he says I can't move or speak I feel scared I manage to whisper "sam" matt runs of to get him I hear footsteps Sam picks me up and rocks me saying sweet things I hold him tight I'm so scared but why I calm down and I'm back to normal Sam takes me to his room "what caused that panic attack" he asks I shrug my shoulders I knew exactly what caused it but he doesn't need to know that