My brother ( kian lawely ) book 1

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"Morning" Sam said "where am I" I ask "you fell asleep in my room cutie" he says "did I" i ask "yes" he says and walks out what time is it 12:47 dayyyyyum I was asleep for hours anyway I need to get ready I jumped out of his bed and ran to my room and put on a white tank top with a panda on and black shorts also really cool socks and my converses I put my hair up leaving a bit of hair at the front down perfect I run down stairs in a bad mood I was feeling like crap the guys were in the kitchen "IM HUNGRY" I scream the guys thinking this was funny started making jokes "aww the baby's teething" matt says I ignore them when someone picks me up and rocks me like a baby I look up and see cam this was annoying they kept on making digs I knew whatever I said they would make fun of I mean these guys are assholes I hated people picking me up unless it was kian or Sam so I got pissed "let me go" I say while struggling to get out of cams grip he literally drops me asshole it reminded me of my old school where things worse than this would happen everyday I wasn't hungry anymore I got up and headed the direction of the stairs "hey zoey I thought you were hungry" carter yells "I'm not anymore" I barely even whisper I go to Kian's room I wish Sam was down there that wouldn't of happened the guys were only joking but I guess it just upset me I looked around his room I miss him I try not to brake down but it's hard what I know as family are in hospital luckily they all get out on the same day if there not dead shut up zoey don't think like that but it's hard

2 hours later

I decided I need food I go downstairs and make sure no ones in the kitchen I want to get food in peace I run to the kitchen and quickly make food "sorry zoey about what happened earlier" I turn round and see matt I instantly break down I go into a little ball I was going crazy I was acting drunk I need help

MATTS POV:

Zoey fell to the floor but stood back up and started messing around having a conversation with her self ''he misses you" "he hates you" "he dreams of you" "to kill yourself" it was like that for a bit her being positive then negative I called the boys Sam instantly knew what to do she started hitting her head and going crazy she had tears running down her face but no sound she was walking around stumbling tripping being crazy Sam grabbed her she slowly fell to the floor crying out for kian she was trying to get away but Sam held on to her cooing in her ear she was so upset and sad it hurt a lot she started breathing fast then she fell asleep Sam sighed in relief "I'm worried about her" he said "man why did she act like that" cam asked "it was her reaction when she saw matt" he says "why" I ask "well you did something that hurt her maybe not physically but emotionally" He says I look at the guys "this morning" I say "why what happened" Sam asked worried cam explained "man we are really sorry" carter says Sam stands up while holding zoey "omg OMG guys she has a bad past" Sam say we all look at her with sympathy "matt taker upstairs" Sam says he hands her over I start walking to the stairs as I go up zoey speaks "I'm surprised I'm not dead" I look at her shocked "why would you be dead" I frantically ask "I got bullied everyday" she says and chuckles like it meant nothing "listen when I go crazy like I just did remember thats not me that's something taking over me" she says I nod understandably "and don't judge me" she says and drifts of to sleep "I won't" I say I go to her room and drop her off at her bed as I walk out she speaks again "matt where you going" I turn around and see the evil in her eyes and her smirking not again she gets out of bed "answer then" she yells "downstairs" I mumble "stay" she says "the guys need me" I say "really well lets see if you need them" she says she grabs my arm and twist's it round making me fall to the floor in pain she jumps on my back and pins my arms on my back she lays her head on mine sideways "call for them I dare you" she says I ignore her because that's not zoey that's somthing else "I DARE YOU" she screams "fine have it your way" she mumbles she sits up and ties rope round my hands "zoey wait" I say "don't do this" I add "to lait" she says and ties rope round my feet "ZOEY" I scream she looks frightened and stumbles back and goes into a ball "zoey untie me" I say she ignores me and soon enough is asleep great "HELP" I scream I hear footsteps run down the hall and slam open the door "guys help" I say Nash and can untie me "what happened" Sam asks "zoey did" I say "shit man shit this can't be happening" Sam says worried whats the matter with him?