Forever and Always

Chapter 11 - You're My Girl

Chapter 11 - You're My Girl

Ella's P.O.V

I ran home... was it home? I shook my head as I got closer to the house, thoughts kept popping up about Nan. What would she think if she woke up and heard I had gone home? Would she be upset? Would she be disappointed?

I unlocked the door and went in, I went straight to the stairs and ran into my room hoping nobody would be home. Mum would be here soon, and if I'm going to leave I need to go sooner rather than later.

And Jesse... I didn't want to leave him, we had only just gotten together. I could see how much I had hurt him, he didn't want me to leave and he was only trying to help. I shouldn't have said what I said.

Regret washed over me as I laid on my bed wondering what I should do, how could Mum forgive Dad after he cheated on her? Yes, he was drunk but what happens the next time he's drunk? What happens if he leaves her for another women? It would rip her heart out.

I got up from my bed and found a bag, I put all my clothes in it before anything else I would need. I sighed, looking around the room once more before leaving. I ran down the stairs and bumped into my Dad.

"Where are you going?" He asked, his eyes were red and he looked like he hadn't slept. "You didn't come home last night, you had me and your mother worried."

"I'm leaving, and you have no right to worry about me anymore."

"Ella I'm still your father, nothing will ever change that. I regret what happened in America, I would never hurt your mother on purpose. I would never want to hurt any of the people that I love. I wish I could go back to that night and change it, I wish I never went."

"I need to go..." I whispered pushing past him.

"Sleep on it, don't leave today. Stay at Jesse's if you have too, just don't leave angry and upset."

I nodded, "okay..." I would do it if Jesse would let me stay, and if he didn't I don't know where I would go. I mean I could probably ask Katie but I haven't seen her since she helped me pick out what to wear. I walked out the door as Mum pulled up, when she saw my bags she got out of her car crying.

"Ella please don't go baby." She cried as she bear hugged my body, "please don't go... please baby girl I beg you not to go."

"Mum, I'm not going... I'm going to see if Jesse will let me stay again and then tomorrow-- I'll see what I'll do. But I'm not going now."

"Thank you baby girl, I love you so much baby."

"I love you too Mummy," I dropped my bags onto the floor so I could hug her probably, she continued to bear hug me. "I need to go see if Jesse will let me stay... I'll see you."

"Okay, bye my baby girl." I picked my bags up from the floor and walked to my car and got in, I waved at her before leaving to go to Jesse's.

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I took a breath as I knocked on the door, I waited a couple of minutes before the door opened. Jesse stood there still in his joggers. His hair was all over the place, showing how much he was probably running his hand through it but he still managed to look amazing.

"Ella... what are you doing here? I thought you was leaving?"

"I am... I mean I might be, I don't know. I-- I need to sleep on it and I can't stay at that house and if you don't want me here I would totally understand but--"

"Your rambling Ella." Jesse laughed lightly.

"Sorry." I blushed, took a breathe before continuing, "you can say no but I need a place to stay, and I didn't mean the things I said-- I was angry, I do want 'us' I just-- you're the first person to like me for me and I'm scared that you'll end up like the rest. I'm scared that I won't be good enough for you, that I'm not what you want..." Tears rushed down my face, I tried to stop them but they wouldn't stop.

"I'm scared because I have never felt like this before, and I'm scared you won't return my feelings. And I'm scared of hurting you."

"Ella, baby." Jesse pulled me into his chest as I sobbed. His arms wrapped around me making me feel so warm and secure, I have never felt like this before. "Please don't be scared, baby."

"Jesse--" I said trying to look at him but he held me tighter to his chest.

"You don't have to say anything, lets go inside." Jesse picked up my bags that had somehow fallen onto the floor and held my hand as we walked in. He placed my things on a chair and sat me down on his lap, my head leaning against his chest. "I won't hurt you Ella, I wouldn't dream of hurting you. You're my girl, if you still want to be. My feelings for you continue to grow everyday and letting you walk out-- It broke me seeing you leave and not knowing if I would ever see you again. But I couldn't make you stay, I knew if I did you would want to leave more. I want you to stay but I can't be selfish and make you. Just know I would follow you to the end of the world, if you wanted me to. You can stay here for as long as you need to, my mum won't mind. Ella... baby, love, little one... I think-- I think I'm starting to fall for you, and I know its so soon but I need you to know how I feel... we may not have known each other long but It seems like I've known you for years. I feel like your the only person I can truly be myself with, you make me want to be a better person."

"I think I'm falling for you too, Jesse. And thats what I'm scared about..."

"Don't be scared." Jesse said, sitting us up he turned me around so my legs were either side of him. He cupped me cheeks in his hands, running his thumb over my tear stains. "You mean so much to me, beautiful."

"You mean so much to me too, I'm sorry for what I said..." I whispered.

"Its all in the past, just where it needs to be." Jesse kissed my lips softly, he pulled away as he kissed when my tears was. "We only need each other, you're mine and I'm yours."

"You're mine and I'm yours." I nodded as I smiled at him, "forever and always."

Jesse grinned at me, "forever and always."

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