A Corey Feldman imagine

ALAN RICKMAN

yesterday, we lost another great man
Alan Rickman

I dont think I have ever cried so much for someone in my life, and especially not at 2am

I found out on Instagram, and was extremely shocked, my eyes started to burn with tears, I couldn't tell if it was real or not, so I googled it and I almost couldn't breathe

'Alan Rickman dead at age 69' 15 minutes ago

'The death of alan rickman shocking fans everywhere' 5minutes ago

'Alan Rickman, aged 69, dies' 51minutes ago

'Alan rickman,Severus Snape, dead at age 69 from cancer" 21 minutes ago

The tears just fell from my eyes, I decided to look through all my harry potter books, and remember all the nemeories he was part of for me.

Then I heard my sister say something
."what nikkia?" I ask, no answer
"Nikkia?" I ask again "what did you say doll?" "Are you alive nikkia, please be alive" I say "nik, nik,nik,nik, Nik!" I say a but louder "are you awake for Christ's sake!" I say

"Ugh what?" She groans, so it turned out she was talking in her sleep

"You s-said s-s-something si-sis" I stutter

"No I didn't" she groans

"Y-ueah you did" I say

"Well what did I say" she asks, she can be a smartass whenever she wants, even when she's half asleep

"I-i-i dont know, that's-s why I'm, I'm asking" I say, trying to hold my emotions

"We if you can't tell me, I can't tell yoy" she says.

I couldn't hold it in anymore, like seriously, I fuxking burst

"I-i-i thi-think its was-s s-s-somrthing ab-about me" I have a horrible thing that when I cru, I can't be understood its just sounds like 'nwhdjskabdjf sjakdbjdks djdjnfbsks asffgkslsud sbdjdkrbdjdj' instead of actual words

"Dont worry, I'm sure it wasn't anything, dont cry" she groans

"I-i-i-i" I started "i-its n-n-n-n-not th-th-that"

"What is it then?" She asks, oh I fuxking wish she didn't, a flood of tears cane and u couldn't stop

"A-a-a-a-a-alan, a-alan rickm-m-man just die-di-di- he just died" I sob, uncontoalbky crying, and barely breathing

"Who?" She asks

"S-s-s-nape" I just manage to say

"Who?" She asks again

"Dont worry" I plead

"Stop crying, I want to go to sleep!" She demands

"Wh-what makes you th-think i-i do-dont" I cry

"Shut u!" She yells

"Im -im-im tr-trying!" I sob

Have you ever cried so Mucj that you can't stop? Well fuck, that's where I was at

"I getting mum!" She says

"Do-dont, it-it doesn't mat-mater" I plead, because my fam won't understand

"It's something if your crying" she says

"I'll, I'll stop" I beg "I'll stop" I say, taking a drink of water and trying to breathe

"MUM!" she yells

"Nikkia dont!"

"MUM!" She yells again

"Nikkia, its OK, I'll stop" I plead desperately

"MUM!" she yells again and dad comes

"Whats going on?" He asks nikkia "Tashana what did you do?!" He asks, I think he thought I hurt myself I was crying that bad, so I just his my face

"Nothing, nothing!" I say

"Tell me!" He demands
, I have such a demanding Famiky I tell yah

"It's doesn't matter!" I say

"Nikkia, what happned?" He asks her

"Some dude died" she says and mum comes in

"What is going on?" She asks

"Its doesn't mater" I sob

"Some celebrity died" nikkia says

"Who?" Mum asks, I try to tell her, but I can't, I was beyond words at that time, so i grabbed a Harry potter book from beside my bed and pointed to Snape

"Oh, him" she says "just calm down OK" she adds

It took me ten minutes to be able to talk

"I think that was an over reaction, is like someone in your family died" mum says

I was going to say 'but he was part of my family, my second family, I grew up with them, o felt close to them, he was part of that family, a space in my life was occupated by him ok' but instaef I just said "I'm sorry"

We talked for a little bit then mum went back to bed then I just stayed up until 3am on Instagram and crying and eventually I started to think about my eighties baes and then fell asleep

R.I.P
Alan Rickman
1946-2016
I always remember you
You made Severus the man I know today
Ilysm ❤