shawn mendes imagines

Shopping (part two)

a/n: many of you asked for a part two but this idea was suggested by @sparklingmendes, enjoy :)

Shawn Mendes Imagine

I had begun my walk back towards his house, a slight chill in the air catching up to me.

I felt bad, I truly did. Maybe I overreacted, it was a bit much. He didn't actually mean that, did he?

I pushed away any further thoughts and turned the corner, stuffing my hands in my coat pocket to keep warm from the breeze.

The temperature has definitely dropped since we first went shopping and I was loosing heat, making me hug myself tighter. I finally reached his house, knocking lightly on the door and quick to shove my hand in my pocket.

I was about to walk back home when someone at last opened the door, making me turn to see Aaliyah standing in the door. She looked oddly at me at first but let me in, allowing me to set down my coat and pull off my shoes.

"Are you alright?" She asked quietly, looking up at me as I got myself situated. "Shawn's been yelling about how he... messed things up," She said, implying he was cussing a lot. I nodded, nudging my head towards his room as if I was questioning that's where he is.

She nodded and I showed myself out, softly knocking on his door. "Go away," He sniffled from the inside and I ignored his plea, unlocking the door anyways.

"What did I— Y/n!" He came to sudden realization, hopping of his bed and embracing me tightly. I rubbed his back soothingly, his breaths starting to even out.

"I'm so so sorry– I– Are you okay?" He stuttered multiple times, stopping himself from being concerned about his thoughts. I slowly nodded, and he let out a breath.

"I don't deserve it but can you please give me another chance? I never meant to say that a—"

I looked up at him, his lips stopping from apologizing any further.

"Yeah," I exhaled as I said it, "I forgive you."

His eyes went big, his arms wrapping around my back again. "Thank you thank you thank yo—"

I moved away after a moment, "But— I just want to know why you said that." I mumbled, sighing. I felt his posture stiffen slightly, trying to prepare his words.

"I honestly don't know. I've never thought of you as big, because you're no where near. Ian and Brian and I just joke around with each other a lot and I haven't seen you in two weeks so I've been used to hanging around them, I guess.

"But, you didn't deserve that and no one else does either and it's not an excuse. I feel so terrible that the words even slipped out of my mouth and I haven't stopped crying since you left," He weakly admitted towards the end, giving a small smile to show he was alright now.

"Will you give me one more chance?"

I nodded, leaning up to kiss his lips. "I'm sorry," I muttered into his chest, though I didn't know why exactly I was apologizing. I felt the need to.

"You have nothing to be sorry about, it was my fault. I love you," He assured, pulling me to his bed.

"I wanna cuddle," He whined, tugging me down on top of him. I laughed and snuggled into his warmth, smiling though he couldn't see.

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this is literally so terrible kms I'm sorry
I just saw the boy with my friends and omg it was so good andjdjjeke
I hope you all have a good weekend xx