Because I love you (G Dragon Fanfic)

Reach

(Ayu POV)

I look back. The door was closed to his house. My heart was still throbbing from what he said.

He was really thinking about me?

"Ayu shii..the keys?"

I stop thinking to hand Top my keys. He opens the door and gently pushes me in.

"I'll get going now..."

"Wait. Please stay. I have something I have to discuss with you."

He looks at me with gentle but firm eyes.

"Alright."

I invite him in, and he sits on the seat next to mine.

"Hot chocolate?" I ask him.

"Hmmm....how about soda?" He says teasingly.

"Har har....very funny." I go to the cabinet and take out the coco powder mix. Pouring water into the kettle, Top taps his fingers restlessly on the table.

Is he nervous?

I sit next to him again. It was silent.

"So....Ayu shii...what did you want to discuss?"

I did bring him here......what did I really want to say?

The water was boiling.

"Ah, wait-"

Top grabs me from the back and hugs me.

"If your going to reject me...I don't want to hear it." He says with a pouty face.

Mo yah....that's so cute.....

"Oppa, the water is boiling.." I say with an uneasy heart.

But....is that what I was going to tell him?

I pour the the hot water into two mugs. He sits down again and this time he chuckles.

"Ayu shii...I'm just kidding...."

I look back.

"About what?"

He smoothly goes through his hair.

"Well...let's just say i'm ready to be rejected."

I almost drop the mugs.

"W-what? Why do you say that-"

"Ayu.....you're in love with jiyong."

I gently put the mugs on the table. Handing him a mug, he looks at me with sad eyes.

"Ayu-"

"I will be the one to decide whether I love Jiyong or not."

He looks at me suprised.

Staring into my own mug I say in a sad voice.

" And Oppa..."

He looks at me with shining eyes. It made me feel guilty but I had to say it.

"I'm sorry. I can't go out with you."

Top closes his eyes. He nods slightly and then he takes a sip out of his mug.

"You made the right decision Ayu shii." He says with a gentle smile.

That was an unexpected answer. I thought he would be sad.

He crosses his legs.

"After all...everyone wants to be with the ones they love."

He winks at me.