Long time no see right? Im still alive yay!!.... No? Ok
Kyles p.o.v.
So I feel bad for not tell Derrek but I just don't want him to think I'm weak. I'm in a major depression and I have wanted to give in to my voices and cut.
"Why are you in such deep thought?" Derrek paused "Are you regretting us being together?"
"No... I've just been thinking." I almost said why but I stopped.
Derrek starred at me then said" You know you can trust me kyle I would never purposely try to hurt you or judge you... That is now at least" He gave me a half hearted smile.
Things have been getting better with us, I'm just worried about everyone else judging us. These are things I think about in anticipation.
"I know I'm just worried." "I've been thinking about my mom and my emotions has just overwhelmed me."
Derrek smirked and said " Well sweetheart lets just go do something."
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We have been driving for ever! I mean come on where are going.
"Tree." "Tree." "Bird." "Dead animal." "Pothole."
Derrek snickered at my way of passing time. Wait where'd the trees go I looked ahead to see the ocean. Oh god! No he doesn't know. He parked and said "So do you like it? Its our family's beach side cabin!"
He pulled me towards the ocean. I yanked my hand back "Nuh uh no way in hell am I going into that, God forsaken, ocean."
"He... Hehe...." What is he thinking? "Derrek wh- LET ME GO!" He grabbed my arms and yanked me to him and sprinted to the water.
I struggled against his strong arms. "DERREK NOOOO!" Splash in I went. I crawled back to shore by a laughing Derrek.
I cracked a smile and he stopped laughing. "You know that's the first time you have smiled in two days... I miss your smile."
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I have had the time of my life! Derrek has been so caring and sweet. He made me a meat lovers pizza. Except he carved into the shape of a penis. He got in a good laugh. We watched Netflix ( Hero's in case your wondering ) no chill though he had a fit over that part. Then finally when we laid down I had the best sleep of my life.
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Pretty short i know but i think my writing skills are getting better :D any ways here u go sorry it took so long :p
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