Loud Pøetry Spilled From The Quiet Soul

Part 40

This is for the boys.
~ I'm Transgender so I can relate hard core. (FtM)

He sits up at night crying and holding himself till dawn,
He goes to school and sits alone with his sleeves pulled down,
If someone may notice he blames it on the cat which is becoming so regular that he needs a new excuse.
His girl left him from someone else, who was 10x more handsome and strong then he will ever be.
Age 15 he purged a few times to escape the multiple times people called him
"Fat"
"Ugly"
"Disgrace"

He tryed to kill himself at the age of 17 because he knew he was nothing. All the drugs that he took,
All the time wasted on crying,
All the drinks he's shot down his throat that burned his insides
Like he's trying to kill the monster
Inside of himself,
His grades never went up but down feeling like he has become
Done everything wrong,
Why?
He asks as he raises his fist to the sky
Chucking something
That seems to be another bottle.
He's tried everything now
But now he knows what he shall
Do this time.
He won't be scared,
He won't hold back,
He won't write a letter to mommy and daddy saying how this isn't there fault,
He will draw the words on his skin
With a hidden blade within showing everyone what he was trying so hard to keep inside.
His demons come out and left a lonley boy in a coffin with no where to hide.