Loud Pøetry Spilled From The Quiet Soul

Part 72

Losing a friend hurts...

Losing a person you love...

Hurts worse...

I was forced to stop speaking

To you..

Or else you'd leave...

I never wanted this to happen...

I was never annoyed with your relationship status...

I was only annoyed with how you'd

Fight with me then talk about him....

I love seeing you happy.

You've been there for me when I didn't deserve it.

And of course I miss you.

I miss everything.

I regret even opening my mouth.

But it's to late now...you hate me.

I'm nothing to you anymore...

I don't deserve your friendship anymore...

Never did.

If I had to say anything to you I'd be speachless...

Because I'd never have the words to express how much I loved you ad a friend. As my fam.

I miss us...

But it's over now...

Can't do anything about it.

Might as well start cutting again....

Don't really feel like myself anymore.

I even ignored the person I care about to cry over me losing my bestfren.

I lied.

I never wanted to lose you.

But look where we are now...

We are gone.

I am gone.