I met someone new,
He taught me how to live happily and showed me beyond the mirror that I don't have to,
Cut, Purge or anything other.
He showed me that I can be happy.
I haven't seen happiness in such a long time I forgot what it's like,
What it's like to not force a smile,
To fake a laugh,
To hide beneath the mask I put on for everyone.
It's refreshing.
Like he came and tore it off and kissed the broken pieces of me and stitched them into one,
Consumed by the love and lust he giving to me,
I hope for both of our sakes we stay together,
If we do I'll finally believe one thing a 1 out of 15 therapists that something did come true.
"You have to get through the worst to get to the best".
And he is my best. He is the first person in years to make me fell like I could continue on without depression shackling me down with my disorders for comfort for when I'm alone.
So if you read this,
I believe you are my soul mate,
I think whatever complications we ever have we can break threw them together.
And I'll give up anything for you.
I'd quit drinking and smoking and anything else that frightens you because you think I will leave you.
But my promise to you is that I won't. Just wait the 2 years and we can do this please.
Take a chance with me and let's fly
(:
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Loud Pøetry Spilled From The Quiet Soul
PoetryAll of these are mine. Not the Internet. Trigger warning. (Self mutilation, depression, anorexia, etc....) And my apologies if they aren't even slow to Bukowski or Anything....I just wanted to try
