I swear I'm already dead,
My body is always cold,
I don't get that fog that comes from your mouth when it's cold,
I'm always down
And I just can't seem to function right anymore.
I don't eat nor have an appetite.
My skin has gotten more pale
Almost like a porcelain doll.
My eyes are always red or black under the eyes.
I go to school and the teachers don't even notice me...
The students don't ever see me like they use to.
Worthless.
Can I drift on to my next life or is god doing this to for
Punishment?
Can it be that I'm so overly ready that it may scare him?
I don't even have emotion anymore.
I know the dictionary version of emotion.
Sad, happy, mad..etc.
I have always felt like this. And I'm pretty sure it'd not the end.
But I'll make sure to see it.
I promise
I will leave.
YOU ARE READING
Loud Pøetry Spilled From The Quiet Soul
PoetryAll of these are mine. Not the Internet. Trigger warning. (Self mutilation, depression, anorexia, etc....) And my apologies if they aren't even slow to Bukowski or Anything....I just wanted to try
