It's another Sunday,
I'm in school,we are making pots out of clay for ECA,
Every time I think I'm almost done,
Something goes wrong and I'm back to square one.
I grit my teeth and go through the motions.
Till I've done my best and passed the test.
So I can go home only to be back again.
Year after year, I'll be here
Till there's nothing to gain.
I'm walking down a lonely street,
But I can still hear the beat,
Of children's laughter as they play tick-tack-toe.
I can still see that chalky street.
It had all happened just yesterday.
But last night's rain had washed it all away.
For a moment, I stand amazed.
Dazed,with the painful realization,
That time never waits for anyone.
With each step forward is my life being erased as well?
Just what am I leaving behind?
From this thought, stems the sorrow that i carry in my heart.
Tell me, if I die today,
What is there to remember me by tomorrow?
I look at the calendar, on top of my desk,
Flipping to the summary page.
A year had never felt so small.
12 months feel like nothing at all.
I couldn't help but wonder is this what my life is going to be like?
16 years have gone by and I sigh with discontent.
Because I have nothing to show, they were all well spent.
I want to give my life a meaning,
Make it a story worth telling.
Now I'm no Mother Teresa or Mahatma Gandhi,
But I do love writing and through it sharing,
The thoughts that I otherwise cannot express.
It was in eighth grade I first started in a site,
And in ninth I decided I want to be a writer,
That gave my parents a fright.
I want to leave something behind for the people,
Even if they are just words,
That will help someone be kind,
Help someone out of a bind.
Words that will stand by them ,
When life gets tough,
And they're told they aren't good enough.
I want to remind them that this is not the end,
It's a windingly long road to adulthood,
And that we can turn the tables at the next bend.
Through my experiences I want to,
Touch the hearts of my fellow peers at every age.
Bring smiles to their faces,
Across time, gender and races.
At times I feel the burden of such a dream,
When chances of it coming true seem slim.
I console myself saying:
Just because every idea out there appears exhausted,
Doesn't mean there's nothing left to give.
It is with this heart full of hope,
That I have learnt to cope,
With the pressure that comes,
While walking this path.
If you'll allow me,
I'd like to help you,
Down this treacherous one-way,
Road to adulthood.
Author's Note: I wrote this poem during the transitionary period between 10 and 11. I had written this for Queen's Commonwealth Essay Writing Competition 2015 and as a last gift to the school I was graduating from. The theme was : A Young Commonwealth. The topic I chose was :" What do you hope to achieve in your lifetime?" Alas, I didn't win anything. ;)
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